play my favourite song.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
after an AMAZING LOOOONNGGG disappearing act, i'm finally back to basics!
WOOOAAHHH.
i must say, i AM SUPER DUPER proud of coming back!
a blog, is definately a MUST for girls.
haha
ohh well, diary is soooo OVERRATED you see.
phhheewwww-
now, HOW MUCH HAVE I've BEEN MISSING?
years passed, holidays passed, curfews still hanging on tight, busy working like a rich man's maid, YET, not any richer! hah
at least, i shall say..
I AM DEFINATELY happier.
ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR,ya allah.



Tuesday, May 12, 2009
she..
the more i see her post,
the more i missed her,
the more i dont understand the reason why she isnt talking to me.
haiz.
she's leaving soon.
and its heartache to see two of my bestest leavin' me behind.
THE BESTEST.
i've ever had.
we would always have our nice&cozy outing followed by our special movie and outstanding dinner.
and sooon.. my ahby will be gone.
and now its her.
its heartache.
whateva it is, i know she'll have her reasons.
and for me,
i wish her all the best.
bestest luck.
its a definately pleasant time meeting her.
she's the one sucked my blood,
she's the one caused me heart ATTACKED.
she's the one who irritates me.
but yet,
she's the one i cared&loved.
full-stop.
love, ahfat..


Saturday, November 08, 2008
sllleeeeeppppyyy
i've soooo FUCKING sleeepyyy.
beeen working at 3am since last week.
i'm sooo gonnna die sooon.
only get 3 hours everyday!!



'-'


Thursday, October 23, 2008
no mooooood
yay.
i've got a 200 FCUKING bucks fine!!!
i'm poorer by that amount now :(

i've lost my moood.
i just...
lost it all.

i always had a fantastic time when gg out with my AHBY.
she's the bestest :))
we had like sushi tei for dinner and it's bloooody cold in there.
feeeeeeels like we're in blast freezer.
hahah!
thank you dear.
you know you always been the best.
the most outstanding.
i wil always love you.
(dont worry.i'm still straight thou)

k lah.
liked i say.
i lost my moood.
i'll write at my journal now.
some confidential stuffs, maybe.
nite.


Tuesday, September 23, 2008
happy times.
its been almost nearly 2 months ever since i came back from aust.
a SPLENDID awesome fantastic time with dearie sista,
i shall say.
and just 4days ago,
i bought her a iLuv speaker for her iPod.
thats for being the ...
BEST SISTER eva!!!
with proud, i wrapped it with half wrapping paper and silicon paper.
(i'm at work,mind you. thats the best i could find there).
with loads of paper tape followed by an expensive BLOODY card.
but its sweeeet and nice.
perfect for her.
1week hols for her is so fast.
i can hardly feel her presence.
now, i'm all alone.
back to square one.
no one to drive me ard.
no one to fetch me from work.
no one to laugh with me & brings me to dreamland.
cause no one can replace her.
she's my only LOVELY sweeeet sister i always talk abt.
cause..i LUV her.


baked some coookies last weeek.
cornflake,choc chip,m&m,macaroons,coconut disk,shortbread and my mom's fav BUTTERCAKE.
from 4pm till wee hours.
sis was a super GREAT help cause she help me....
GRATE A LEMON ZEST!.
ha.
its a tough job,okayyyyy.
:))
followed by my cute lil kraZy nephew.
who kept eating my RAW cookie dough.
hahahah
he's so cute.
when he's about to start his nonsense,
we, my mom,my sis and me will take the MINI grater and pretend as if we're gonna grate HIS ASS!!
so hilarious, i tell you.
then, he'll ran and scream... NONONO!! TAK NAK TAK NAK!!
we'll ask him to sit quietly and put his finger at his lips.
BUT..for a few seconds later,
he'll start his nonsense again.
i'll ask sista to pass the photos of it.


sort things out with ahlian.
which was a HUGE BIG relief.
i really REALLY pray that this stupid arguement or misunderstandings wont happen again.
(which the whole patissier knows it'll definately happen again)
its just in us..


a find something very disturbing.
about me and thomas.
we talk,
we laugh,
we argue,
we fight,
we bite,
we smack,
we...
i dont know how to say.
sometimes, i find ..
we have been spending tooo much time together that when he talks, i got irritated.
then, he'll be like..
"YOUNGSTERS NOWADAYS".
wtf??
not as if he's 40 or 50 years OLD.
we're just 8 years diff.
haiz-
tell me whether is it JUST me??
but one thing i know..
he's a darrling guy colleague who only carries my heavy stuffs to the bus stop.
reallie heavy stuffs OKAYY.
even cakes.
haha
so pampered.


i badly need a new blooody FONE!!
shall wait for my dear zee to buy for me.
he has to buy for me a camera, iPod, laptop and more stuffs.
hahahaha
:0


NANA has been teaching and preparing for my bread exam this thurs.
i better make it right.
she's my chef as well as my BREAD expert.
thanks nana.
just ended a conversation with her.
its nice to talk to certain perople at certain time.
:)))


ask my ahbom for advises on managing my time well for pract exam.
i MUst and HAVE to get A this time round.
i've learnt so much this 9months so cnt afford to give them shit again.
2 buns; hokkaido milk bun & green tea stuffed chestnut bun.
1 cake; either white chocolate with fresh strawberries OR double chocolate praline cake.
1 dessert; chocolate molten/lava cake(with vanilla sauce).
thats what she asked me to do.
"plan properly. dont take your own sweeet time. be fast. wake up early".
YES,darrling frances.
i will :)
she just drop by my hse.
BECAUSE her orange juice is with me.
i had thomas to carry all the way to PS(plaza sing) then i brought it home.
IT'S 4 litres, MIND YOU!!!
so blooooody heavy la.


went sheesha last two weeks.
buka at zam zam,jln sultan.
had murtabak and bandung.
woooohooooo.
orgasm.
had a terrific time.
it was PURE fun & laughter.
sheehsa2
sheesha
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sheesha1
neeza,zee,feez,faz,yaseer,boon,sasha
*much love/


Wednesday, September 03, 2008
haaappppy fasting people :))
i'm mentally tired at work.
life's a BITCH.
trying to cheer you up and see that swweeeet smile of yours.
its all over.
i'm just gonna do my work.
finish it.
AND GO HOME.
and i bet i'm the LOUSy trainee in patissier.
it may sounds funny.
but hell, i miss my ahlian.
when she's not ard.
to give me moral support or whateva support you call that.
where's my ahbom??
its been awhile since i last saw her:(

fasting month is here and i cnt wait to make cookies
for my HARI RAYE dude!!
:)))
weeee-hoooo.
i cnt wait for my sis to come back to taste my awfully delicious homemade coookies.
missed her.

i'm pretty sure ahby is mad at me.
same goes for naomi.
for finding fault at tommy all the time.
but i guess they just dont know why.
:((
i'm pretty upset myself.
sorrry babes.


Wednesday, August 13, 2008
ahby's bdae treat
went to california PIZZA kitchen yesterday.
for my beloved AHBY's belated birthday!!
weeeeeeee-
she treat us.
ahfat,ahby,naomi,yushan,carol,joey,thomas,& zhi heng.
we ordered like 8 pizzas.
PLUS drinks.
sooo happening.
THOMAS bullied me.
alott.
hmprh!!
i'll tell my ahlian,tommy.
:))

after that..
we walked all the way to sommerset MRT.
we hAD LOADS of fun walking.
i ran, jump and hop.
thomas saved me.
hahaha.
from the cars that tried to bang me.
THANK YOU,tommy.
THANK you,AHBY :)))

*much LOVE


Saturday, August 02, 2008
apologeeeees
hahas.
i promised zillion of people to blog abt my trip.
but...
sorry guys.
i'm abit lazy.
will do so,k??


*much <3


Thursday, July 31, 2008
bye perth.
there..
'm done with holidays.
plus my sick leave.
all 2weeks plus have moved so fast.
i can still feeeeel the air that i'm breathing on from...
australia.
weeeeeee-hoooo.

satisfaction.

i'm gonna go the airport now.
singapore....here i come,babey.
shall blog once i reached home.
got like 202photos to blog.
so people, if you want to know how's my hols have been...
go GRAB some tidbits and drinks and ...
I"LL BE BACK for more details.




one of my most fav pic.
wif sis.
@fremantle prison.
late night torch light tour.

bye PERTH,
HELL-o singapore
:))
(ps: cnt wait to see momsy!!)