play my favourite song.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

that's tooooo many things happen in just a short period.

its my worst nitemare ever!!

shouldnt have gone to devil's bar on wed.

meet shuhada ther.

i wonder wats wrong with the guys brain??

are they nuts or gundus??

neither.

they're such a waste of time.

bitch.

god.

that was the first time i went home late.

4am.

bloody hell.

and i dont even have a memorable nite.

shitty.

ikin makes me soooo mad when she started to dance with ahmad.

geee-

why did i even wanna go???

mistake.

such a huge mistake!!!

watever it is, its over.

and we, (shikin&me) have planned to go to sentosa on the 9th of august!!

ohmygosh-

haha

i just remembered that it is national day.

man!!

how to go.

hmmmm...

i have a seminar on 10th august.

at shatec.

its compulsary and they are expected us to do well at the seminar.

sheeeesh-

wat are they trying to teach us, i wonder???

everyday, i wonder

....

how's nis, shaz, anisa, sam, rilla, mary ann & the rest has been doin.

anyways.

i dyed my hair mystic black and cut hair short.

really short.

gonna dye deep currant and do soft rebonding so it won't look like a mushroom.

tada.

i have to get some slp or i'm dead meat tmr.

gonna cook meat sauce.

yay.

thank god i finished cooking veg sauce today.

if not, i'm....

i'm still trying to get my eyes off you.

stop thinking abt you.

i made myself suffered from depression and bleeding while you didn't even care???

feeza is emotionally unstable.

she needs professional help.

if you're the one, plz meet her before anything happens.

wakakakakakakaka.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i beginning to hate him.

doesn't he knows that he has been stealing my eyes, capturing my heart and took my breath away from anyone. ANYONE.

he made me fall for him.

fallen deeply truly madly in his trap.

but all of the sudden, he jolly well disappeared from nowhere.

gosh.

you are soooo bad.

i hate you, ahmad badri!!!

but in the first place, will i ever hate him???

haha.

you shall predict den.

and i cant wait to meet you,love.

nis, i went to my blog just for you.

happie legal burfday dahhling.

i'm sooo sorry i've been an ass.

didn't even bother to meet you on your special day.

i promise i'll make it up to you,babe.

takecare.

have fun with your projects!!

ahahaha

feez wishes nis a HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

at once upon a time, i was showered with plenty of frens.

alot of them.

different races, faces with different personalities.

but all of the sudden, they all gone!!

just like that!!

all of them.

where did they went???

i'm still wondering.

thank god he's safe back home.

i'm still praying everything's gonna be alrite for him.

yes.

i love him.

Monday, July 17, 2006

ahmad.

i waited for his one and only precious phone calls.

yet, i get no reply.

i was just being concerned.

he's my fren. my bestfren.

or more than that.

maybe i wasnt meant to be with him.

but wat should i do when i tell you that i have really fallen for him??

sigh-

Sunday, July 09, 2006

"frens just dont bring you anywhere except for misery and sorrow"

i dont agree with this phrase.

totally disagree.

boyfrens aren't foreva.

you cant say or tell that they are sincere for you.

totally in you???

nah..

you got to be kidding, dahhling.

but frens will always be there for us.

take an example.

who has been with us when we're single, nerdy, stupid, horrible-looking girl???

who ditch us??

but gave us a new life??

show and bring us to a good, better path for us to improve herself???

who??

its our frens.

no matter how much i had a hard time with ALL my frens.

my BEST frens, they have reallie meant ALOT to me.

neither will i forget their good intentions for me.

thank you, BESTfrens :)

nis, fah, shaz.
lisa, faridah, sakinah, sarah.

lina, anisa, shikin.

saniah, nurmalah, samirah, huda.

zubaidah, jing ying, yan ling, hui shan, risha.

hui hui, shi rui, jessica, juleen.

azmi, hassan, syairul, taufiq.

zahirah, sheena, fala, zakiah, farah, zeenat.

winda, rilla, mary ann.

shikin sarpinos.

and my sarpinos crew.

you guys have given me happiness filled with joy & laughter.

thank you ALL.

i appreciate it very much.

Friday, July 07, 2006

shut up or loosen up my buttons, bitch.

my cutey baby cousin!!!

Monday, July 03, 2006

i think about you baby.

and i dream about you ALL the time.

okay.

here it goes.

i've beeen blooody busy.

and i dont have much time for myself either.

so...

wateva i wanna post it here is due to lack of self-indulgence & relaxness.

ahaha.

wth???

i'm utterly disappointed with my life.

i neva thought it could be this painful.

yes. patience is still with me.

even though sometimes, it has finally given up too.

i work day till nite,

lived without an off day.

but wad special treatment do i get???

bulshit.

nothing. absolutely nothing.

my life has been like a piece of paper with no words written on it.

care to make it more interesting??

wad has happened to my social life???

someone asked.

frankly speaking, it has faded away.

totally far from the eyes as you can see it too.

many times i've tried to ran away from life. problems. home.

but its possible!!!

and to think of it, it's just parts and parcels of life i'm facing thru.

i began to take a reallllie gooood deeeeep breath and smile.

i then continued my destination for a brighter one :)

love,

feeza