play my favourite song.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sak's burfdae.

this post is inspired by someone.

whose burfdae is today.

may i present...

SAKINAH BTE HASSAN

happie legal burfday sweeeetheart.

i do still wanna talk to you.

cume mase tak mengizinkan.

hehe.

i'm soooo sorrrrrie.

i wish you all the best in everything laaaa.

i love you, sweeet caramel saucy princesssss.

yours sincerely,

feez

Sunday, May 28, 2006

phobia of cutting things. knives kills me.

i have a phobia.
a new one.
just got it today.
see this;

so, wat do you think it is???figure it out den.it bleeds for BLOOODY one long hour for your infomation.its a shitty feeling.

are you game for this??jenga or uno stacko.nahhh..its stack the pizza boxes!!

not feeling well.thks to the fan who's been killing me softly.*nighters ppl.

p.s: do you know that by smelling banana or an apple can make you lose weight???its a real fact of the day!!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Real facts of the day;

A rainbow can only be seen in the morning or late afternoon.
Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds.

if only i could spent my lifetime loving you.

Monday, May 22, 2006

ahmad's dream gurl

his expectations of his dream gurl;

average; not fat or thin.
slightly taller than him.
plain black short hair.
big boobs & butt(aahahah).
nice, sweeet & simple lady.
no neeed to wear sooo nice when going out(eg. shirt&jeans is enuff).
must alwaes listen to him.
must ask him for permission when going out.
do everything also must tell laaa.
infront teeth must be spoilt(eg rabbit teeth).
haapy-go-lucky.
dont show attitude all the time.
etc...

ahaha..how was that???

are you the one for him???

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i love bitting nails.

bite bite bite.

till it bleed.

ahhahaha..

stupid flu visit me again.

haiz-

why you all unwanted guests came when i wanna have fun, go mad???

stupid sickness.

irritating fool.

go away laaa.

dunno wads wrong with photobucket.

cannot upload sakkk.

argh!!!

frustrating laaaa.

ask my password sooo many bloody times.

fuckER!!

arrrghhhh!!!

didnt i tell you i have such a wonderful group of frens???

ohhhh welll.

i meant it this time.

they sure know who they are.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

how many times must i say??

puh-lease book me in advance dahhlingsss.

so that i could ask for an off day.

if not, i'm sooo sorrrrieee.

once my schedule is fixed, there's nth i can do.

reallly.

otherwise, loosen up my buttons babe.

PCD rawks my socks!!!

sexy gorgeous hot chicks!!!

bloody envy them.

Friday, May 19, 2006

cut my wrist with broken glasses.

i saw broken pieces from a ketchup bottle.

i cut my wrist.

i bleeeed.

real bad.

i smile.

i love it.

call me a...'saddist'.

sorry but i just love myself bleeed.

bleeed from cutting something.

i cant help seeing something reallie sharp.

knives, broken glasses.

name it all.

seeing myself suffering from pain makes me feeel goood.

BUT do not break my heart.

that one i cannot carry ahhh.

the rest, plz.

by all means.

ahahaha.

_____________________________________

I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)

Typical and hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical, don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama (mama)
Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna)
What I wanna do is bring this on ya (on ya)
Backup all the things that I told ya (told ya, told ya, told ya)
You've been sayin' all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off

Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know

just feel like changing my url.
can????

i wanna get on this!!! hahah..in the toliet waiting for kakya and the gang.doesnt nis look absolute gorgeous here??? ahaha
bloody nis took this pic when i'm about to change. sooo slenge bacin!!
dont i loook cute!!! ahahah..we had lunch at secret recipe. my fish & chips!!nis had a kiddy meal!! ohhh well. she's a kid after all.
mashed potatoes which doesnt taste good AT ALL.
after a day with nis, i went for nite movie at marina with kakya, abg matz, rena&her tunang, rena sis&her bf.all couple except me =(hahaha.
that's all for now.very lazy laaa.nghters people.sweeeeet dreams-

I LOVE DOROTHY PERKINS ALWAYS!!!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

dear diary,

no onew knows how much pain i've gone thru in life.
the suffer & the torture that i've been receiving from people around me.
i just don't know wat to do anymore.
the patience i had has reached the extent..that i just felt like dying.
DYING. nothing else.
diary, let me have the strength to EITHER carry on with my life or...
give me the courage to be a suicider.
i just couldn't take the insults and their nonsense anymore.
diary, i love you.
and same goes to nis,shaz,rilla & mary ann.

yours truly,

feeeeza

hahah.my day with nis is of course great!!!i love her alot :)))
nis thought her dad owns 'royal sporting house' @ marina square.
baggsss VS shoeesss???
i want this vans shoe very much!!!very affordable.only $89.90!!

we had chocolate banana cake at secret recipe!!!yay!!!rilla and nis are good rivals.hahahha.hilarious!!

Monday, May 15, 2006

i've turned old.
working full shift is not my cup of tea anymore.
i'm too old to work extra EXTRA hard.
ohhh marie france, you're killing meee.

(13/05) - i had roti prata & green tea while she has her roti prata with teh ice. (roti prata plain & plaster)
so if you're reading nis's blog as well, perhaps you noe wad's happening??
yes. we had tasted some freedom.
but neither of us is reallie into it or felt happy that we have freedom for that one night.
probably, we're brought up in such a way that our MOTHERS were very concerned about gurls staying out night is NO GOOOD.
and WE totally understand that.
we're GLAD to say that we were BROUGHT UP IN SUCH A WAY.
if not, call us..."hanyut".

thank god we reached home safely.
2 am was the moment that i stepped home.
pheeeeeeeew!!
i should thank ALLAH for this.
i never ever wanna go out till late unless someone is sending me home right at my doorstep.(even if its zaidi. hahaha)
and WITH my mom's acknowledge.

i wanna go tanjong pagar and see how's moonlite & mystery pub look like. (anyone??? care to join???)
and a lady name...'jacintha' (if i'm not mistaken)
why???
coz that's my lollipop's fav hangout!!
bitch.

i'm somehow jealous but didn't wanna admit.

hahahaa.
ohhh well.
have fun, go mad, boy!!

i noe somehow its not the right time for me to go clubbing yet.
but HELL.
can't i have the right to see the night world??
or should i call.... 'the sin world'.
from zouk to phuture to hard rock cafe to cheeky monkey to china black etc...
anywhere plz.
i just wanna see it.
that's all.
wateva happen next, it's none of ur business.

(14/05) - btw, one of my dad's worker at simei named shaggy aka faizal passed away yest morning.
my deepest condolences to his family.
god loves him more than us.
the better he leaves this world, the better.
the lesser sins he has. (is it??)

nis, thank you sooooo much for the patience,care&concern.
i enjoyed every bit of it,love.

shaz, all the best in ur mid-year,sugar.
i know you can make it thru this time around.

i love you BOTH now till foreva.
i promise.
*kisssssss

mary ann!!! where are you!!! clubbing at my shop sooooon,yea!!! ahahaha.
rillla!!! takecare sweeetheart!!!
loves.

Friday, May 12, 2006

~~instead of saying hallelujah,~~ i'm saying alhamdulillah.

by looking at everyone's blog, making me depress & stressed up.

they've started schooling.

have i??

geee-

wat kind of life am i leading now??

unless, unmotionless, feezaless.

hahaha..

wat nonsense.

crapppyyy crappppyyyy.

nis, shaz; i love you both very very much. puh-lease don't leave me. NEVER.

rilla; you rawks my shoes,love. nooooo!! ou rawks my SOCKS!! heh-

mary ann; i'll see you soooon. we got loads to catch up,sugar.

ex-dearies; you'll be in my heart now till foreva.

sheena; i missss my life, myself with you. no words can explain more.

fah; where are you?? don't you missss me abit less??

sam, yazid; you've guys taken a big part in me.

sweeet,delicius lollipop; puh-lease see thru my eyes,kuku. i hearts you,stupid jerk!!

this is written truthfully, sincerely, truly.

don't believe??

Cut my life into pieces.

This is my last resort.

Suffocation, no breathing.

Don't give a FUCK.

If I cut my arm bleeding.

btw, i killed a cockroach with hot water.

i followed hakim at werk just now.

call me saddist??

or therapist??

hahahahwkakaka.

Would it be wrong or

Would it be right

If I took my life tonight

Chances are that I might

Mutilation out of sight

And I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight,

Losing my mind,

Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Losing my sight,

Losing my mind,

Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright

Nothing is fine

I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Can't go on

Living this way

Nothing's all...right!

p.s: marie france bodyline, here i come~

________________________________________

after a day at work, i'm bloody tired.

i'm alone with hakim at shop.
dun get the wrong idea,stupid.
neeed i say more???

i bake. i cook. i cut. i pack. i drink. i pee. i fart. i eat. i sit. i relax. i bitch. i gossip. i fuck. i cried.

and... my sweeet delicous lollipop SAVES THE DAY.

i love him.
dont you??
goooood.
so, i can have him ALL BY MYSELF.
call me selfish, den.
*hahahawakakaka

and now, i'm farking tired.

i worked 12 BLOODY HOURS today.

need i say more????

*sheeeeeeesh

Thursday, May 11, 2006

let the photos do ALL the talking.
can you just spare them A MINUTE??

it is soooooo unfair!!!!why do all the guys have gooood stuff???i mean... topman has it all!!!shades, tops, ties, belts...its alll SOOOOO GOOOOD!!!its betta than the ladies!!!
*bullshit you.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

What if i give u my smile..

Are u gonna stay for a while?..

What if i put u in my dreams tonight..

Are u gonna stay till it's bright?..

What if i give u my story..

Are u gonna listen to me?..

What if i give u my heart..

Are we never gonna be apart?..

What if, if i do ignore u..

Will u just walk away and cry?..

What if i did dissapoint u..

Are u gonna say goodbye?..

What if i give u my song..

Are we gonna sing along?..

What if, if u leave me right here..

I'll be right here and waitin for u..

i love myself.

talkative, hyper & smile on my face.

mood swings & sensitive.. you can go to hell.

i hate you.

shooooooo!!

don't bother me.

'frens are the swettest thing on earth that GOD can ever give.

thks wonderful frens.

and to shaz, rilla & sam, thks for the purrr-fect day.

*claps

rilla aka naima.weeeeeeehooooo.i just love her smile.it brightens up my day.*wink

Saturday, May 06, 2006

zam sucked my wonderful day up.

may i not write tonite??

coz i lost it all.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

bills bills bills. you make me sick.

wow.

it's been a week since i last update.

hahaha.

so, y hasnt i been updating???

ITS MY DAD WHO HASNT BEEN PAYING THE STARHUB BILLS LAAA.

aiyo-

it's just a small amount and he forgets to pay it.

crappy la him.

so, off he goes to indo again.

for some stupid exhibition of his.

haiz.

i love you, dad.

alot of stuffs has beeen happening.

ALOT.

did alot of things.

the bonding between my cousins & sis is getting much much much more stronger.

hahahas.

firdaus is as naughty as foreva.

always kena beaten up but wil NEVER learn his lessons.

hahaahs.

i love you, fir.

and... 'love' is never gonna be in my dictionary anymore.

wat is the meaning of 'love' ,den??

bills bills bills.

you make me sick-

FEEZA LOVES DOROTHY PERKINS!!!

sarah, sorry for not updating my past events of my life.

haahha.

now you know wat's my reason,rite??

love you, doll.

shaz,nis,rilla,mary ann : i love you all foreva.

been dying to spend time with you lovely ladies.

fah, sam, yazid : i still remember you guys.

spare time for me,yeah!!!

anisa : i cant wait on next wednesday!!!

yahoooo0.

we gonna rock the town!!

hahaahas.

loads of love,

yours truly.