*rEpEaT??!!*

diary. i felt terrible. damn freakin terrible. argh!! wats wrong? well, i have to retake my n levels again. that means that i have to repeat the whole of sec.4 life again!! argh!! shit!! screwed my life. thats wat happen when we dun wanna learn n study smart at the right time. dun play a fool by fooling ard n everything.. i hate ma life!! seriously, i dunno wad will happen further more. my worst day of ma life is when i get to noe that i have to repeat!! told my mom n she kept nagging(well, who doesnt) n it realli breaks my heart. she not only nag but she critize me all the time. it hurt. hurts alot, u noe.. i noe im stubborn n soooo foolish to ignore my mom's nagging.. she meant well but....it's tooo late!! just wish me luck!!haha.. urs, feeza.