tIrEd?? oR aM i jUsT tOo mUcH??!

i am soooooooooo freaking tired.. i just dunno wad to do.. i am like soooo sick but there is no one who cld cum early to substitude for me.. im tired of werking actually!! but with the leisure of woking with family n cld get extra n more cash for my heavily expenditure, i had to, dnt i?? or am i too much to think all this at once?? cldn't i just wait fer them to cum patiently n then leave?? was i toooo tired coz im sick or was i over-reacting?? i realli dunno which is which..my couzins like got no brains!! always cum late!! foreva late!! im the one who's gonna suffer till death.. ahahx.. wat nonsense ah..well... i wish there is sumone who cld show me love n the meaning of LIFE!!!