*aRgH!!!! bOyS?! fOrGiVe oR nOt tO fOrGeT??!!*



i just cant seem to froget abt them. i mean why are they treating me lyke tis just bcoz of boys?? u guys treasure relationships n boys rather than ur fren?? or am i not ur fren?? tell me den.. so, i'll let my mind easy n free.. not to care abt u guys anymore.. u noe it hurts..well, it does!! deep inside..i dun mind getting sick in any parts of my body but wen it comes to heart, u noe it HURTS!!! wats wrong with u guys?? first it was sarah den faridah den lisa?? lis, i have really treasure ur friendship with me all tis while if u neva notice that, okay.. every moment of it.. i find u more understandin n reliable den the rest but wad had happened?? u think of him more often than me?? great!! i relly couldnt focus n happy but i have to put a mask at my face so i dun hav to trouble my other frenz.. it doesnt simply means that i can live w/o u guys.. u noe me better than e rest.. but u seem sooooo super duper interested with guys till u break all ties n make me had a fight with my boy-frenz.. is that fair?? is that FAIR?? im asking u.. haiz~