wAt'S wRoNg w!tH e wOrLd???

dearest,

im clueless..confused...depressed as usual.. ppl told me not to worry tooo much but wat do they noe abt my life?? they knew nth.. nth excpt god.. only HE noes everything abt us.. but e rest?? humans?? well den, if u noe nth abt my life, den just keep ur mouth shut!! i dunno wads wrong with anisa.. n lina.. we broke up into shattered pieces of glass.. we arent talking to each other.. i am a failure.. a real super dooper failure, i guess.. or worst!! ever since i was small... if i have frens in e other class, we would usually break up n go on with e ones in our class.. n same goes to my secondary life.. things are not meant to be change, i gues..

1) me with risha, zubaidah, saiyidah n farah...
2) me with jing ying, honey kamal, ayu, yan ling n hui shan
3) me with sweetie sak, ex dearie lis, adekku far n arab dugol sarah ( no offence)
4) me with lina, anisa n shikin
5) me with lina n anisa..
NOW... i left with nothing...

when u thought that u have bestest frens to count on, its actually no one..
when u tried to share with ur feelings with ur bestest fren, its actually no one..
when u hide ur feelings n put a mask, ppl called u names n critizes u..
when u finally think she is ur bestest fren, iths actually not her..
wad wld u feel den??

-depressed??
-confused??
-saded??
-disappointed??

thats wad im feeling rite now..
sak, lis, far n sar has left me..
azmi, joe n roy has left me..
now, shikin, lina n anisa has left me..

**thks fer wad u guys bought fer me fer my bdae n appreciation... i seriously have no offence or intentions throughtout the days u guys left me.. those days we spent will always be in my heart..i meant it.. espeacially to sak, lis, far n sar.. u guys will always be in my heart no matter wad happens.. n to lina n anisa.. suit urselves as i am pain in e ass, rite?? its now up to u guys.. im just sorrie if i ever did anything wrong coz i noe very well that i did alot of mistakes.. i noe it.. i really appreciates ur kindness towards me n i was relli hoping we cld still be e 3 musketeers lyke wad we used to.. i'll be waitin'... i luv u guys alwaes n freva!! n i will..