play my favourite song.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

*..aRtSfEsT..*

*..aRtSfEsT..*

i luuuurrrrvvvveeee artsfest!! ahahx.. seriously.. 2gits sooooooo freaking nice n fun.. e moments we spentether is nice.. weee~ sooooo relaxing fer e past few daes lyke as if 'n' level has finished..ahahx. selling kuihs n ice milo with pearls n whipped cream is fun!! realli.. onli tht i'm freaking tired aft selling.. has to wash e containers, dishes n etc. ahhh...damn tired but felt relieved aft sitting @ e massage chair.. went to kallang mac w anisa, lina, saniah, samirah, malah, huda, winda n myself.. nvr bought anything as i got no moood n wasnt feeling hungary @ all.. ahahx.. thank god!! heys, i hv parents meeting session jz nw.. wasnt scared @ all at first but aft tht i felt damn horrified n scared.. dunno y.. i think it was becoz of huda.. her heart is pounding lyke mad soooo she kept praying n praying den made us become lyke her.. our hearts r all pounding lyke hers too!! ahahx.. crazy.. i dun allow my momsy to talk much to mr.tan as he will talk bad abt me.. so, to prevent it, better hurry to make my momsy leave early.. ahahx.. wells, i did quite badly. failed 2 subjects n passed 4 subjects. damn saded.. =( wells, to late nw.. still gt time.. better study hard.. wish me luck fer e upcoming camp n db competition, ar.. cya soon!!

Monday, May 23, 2005

=m!s-TeEq=

"Scandalous"

So, so, so scandalous

You're dangerous

Just get it up

The way you move so scandalous

It's all about the two of us

A one night stand just ain't enough

I need some stimulation baby

A little conversation maybe

You got me spinning 'round like crazy

There goes my baby

You know you wanna sing with us (baby)

That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)

Non stop looks to kil

lStraight talk sex appeal

One touch gives me chills and we ain't even close yet

Rough neck all aroundInking all over town

Show me how you get down

Cos we ain't even close yet

You got me feening and you got me feeling weak

Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep

You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep

No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me

You got me trembling like a little baby gir

lYou're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls

You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl

You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world

You're dangerous

Just get it up

The way you move so scandalous

It's all about the two of us

A one night stand just ain't enough

I need some stimulation baby

A little conversation maybe

You got me spinning 'round like crazy

There goes my baby

Scandalous (baby)

So scandalous (baby)

Scandalous (baby)

So, so, so scandalous

Hot stuff, head to toe

Where you go, no one knows

You smile playing the dough and we ain't even close yet

Solid as a rock

How many ways can you hit the spot?

Show me what you got 'cos we ain't even close yet

You got me feening and you got me feeling weak

Listen as I speak cos I'm careful as I creep

You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep

No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me

You got me trembling like a little baby girl

You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls

You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl

You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world

You're dangerous

Just get it up

The way you move so scandalous

It's all about the two of us

A one night stand just ain't enough

I need some stimulation baby

A little conversation maybe

You got me spinning 'round like crazy

There goes my baby

Scandalous (baby)

So scandalous (baby)

Scandalous (baby)

So, so, so scandalous

A little conversation goes a long, long way

Show a little patience

That you are here to stay

So show me that you're game oh

You're dangerous

Just get it up

The way you move so scandalous

It's all about the two of us

A one night stand just ain't enough

I need some stimulation baby

A little conversation maybe

You got me spinning 'round like crazy

There goes my baby

You're dangerous

Just get it up

The way you move so scandalousI

t's all about the two of us

A one night stand just ain't enough

I need some stimulation baby

A little conversation maybe

You got me spinning 'round like crazy

There goes my baby

You know you wanna sing with us (baby)

That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)

You know you wanna sing with us (baby)

That's why you know you should be scared of us (baby)

=mUsE=...pArT 2.>>

"Unintended"

You could be my unintended..Choice to live my life
extended..You could be the one I'll always love..You could be the one who
listens to my deepest inquisitions..You could be the one I'll always love..I'll
be there as soon as I can..But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had
before..First there was the one who challenged..All my dreams and all my
balance..He could never be as good as you..You could be my unintended..Choice to
live my life extended..You should be the one I'll always love..I'll be there as
soon as I can..But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before..I'll
be there as soon as I can..But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had
before..Before you.

=mUsE=

"Time Is Running
Out"

I think I'm drowning

Asphyxiated

I wanna break this spell

That you've created

You're something beautiful

A contradiction

I wanna play the game

I want the friction

You will be the death of me

Bury it

I won't let you bury it

I won't let you smother it

I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out

You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom

Bound and restricted

I tried to give you up

But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation

You'd never dream o

fBreaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it

I won't let you bury it

I won't let you smother it

I won't let you murder i

tOur time is running out

Our time is running out

You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooooohh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it

I won't let you bury it

I won't let you smother it

I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out

You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooooohh

Sunday, May 22, 2005

...mAnY tH!nGs HaS hApPeNeD...

...mAnY tH!nGs HaS
hApPeNeD...
dearest,
many things has happened. i am happy fer it fer some reasons.. just get back frm werk n got a good n nice massage frm kakno n a treat frm kakya n husband, abg.matz. sooooo lucky to hav dem as my closest cuzins.. ahahx.. i saw a black n fat cockroach near e organ n told my sis abt it. we wanted to step it since e spray has finished. damn it!! kakda miss it e shot!! argh!! damn stupid cockroach. now, i had to hurry use e comp. n get to sleep just becoz of e irritating cockroach.. haiz~ well, miss u alwaes, dearest.. thk god tht we r back to normal nw.. i've talked n settled things wit u yest. n damn happy abt it. i've made e rite choice.. but who cld i eva 4get u?? wells, no idea. went to siglap ctr wit lina n anisa yest. had great fun n met wind at mc. ahahx.. seeing u happy makes me smile alwaes. realli. trust me. u're everything to me, ya noe.. ahahx.. up to u if u wanna believe me. wells, gtg nw. 'till we met another dae, yea.. love yax!!

Thursday, May 19, 2005

...dEaReSt...

...dEaReSt...

i miss u.. n i realli do.. i swear to god.. im sorry if i nvr tell u e truth abt our chemistry.. im sorry.. i cant forgive myself either.. i noe u feel theres smth wrong but i cant face e truth.. im sorri.. realli.. i swear to god tht i wont fall in lurve with any1 anymore.. i promise.. yes. im aware tht promise is meant to be broken but not 2 me.. neva!! n it will nvr be.. realli. hav e trust in me 1st b4 we break up, yea.. i wont n hurt u anymore. im sorry. wats wrong with me?? or you?? nth wrong but its my fault.. everytime.. dunno wats e fu**king prob.. im sorry. i cn nvr be good as her esp. when u lurve her more n e most. it hurts me n kills me, ya noe.. ithts y i cant face u anymore. nt coz of other things. im sorri. real sorri. i hv hurt many ppl n will nvr anymore, yea. wat shall i do nw?? im sorri, darrls.. im sorri. sorri seems to be e hardest word 2 me nw n it will alwaes be. im sorri. i realli didnt mean it esp. u called mi last nyte. u noe hw happi i was?? i was overjoyed till i was dumbfounded. but u thought i was still mad at u. i wasnt, darrls. fer wad?? i hv no reason at all to be angry at u, ya noe. coz i have fallen fer u..... im sorri tht i didnt, cant n wasnt able to open my mouth, talk n settle things with u. im sorri. i noe im in e wrong but wad i did was e best fer u. realli. m sorri, once again...... u'll be e only 1 fer me. its true n i promise.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

.....mOmEnT oF tRuTh......

.....mOmEnT oF tRuTh......

dearest,

wrote a post yest but dunno wad happend.. haiz~ saded.. wadeva it is, im happy abt todae.. dunno tht todae will talk to my long-lost adek, joe..

ahahx.. i also dunno how cum we ended up toking to each other..

all thks to mona.. thks darrls.. if not fer u, we still not toking to each other..

mona asked joe to pass me my $1 back to me but i said no!! for ad man.. den we fight(fake fighting onli) n go to each other n said no!! i dun want to take e money.. he got confused den i also dunno wad happened aft tht..

i wanted to go ecp with lina n anisa.

taufiq came to me n said tht whether joe can follow or not.

i said can la. of coz. why would i stop.

i of coz didnt talk to him at first but den..

i felt tht i cnt keep on hiding n make my life miserable all e time by not toking to my loved ones, rite?? we (anisa, lina, joe, taufiq, azmi n me)

went to McCafe n i bought :

chunky chix sandwich
chix ceasar salad
summer rasberry slice
pure chocolaty brownie
mango passion
chocolate coffee ice-blended

all fer $33.20..ahahx. crazy me. den we went to play pool. taufiq went bk aft playing n we headed to lib with intention of practising ,maths.. but as u noe ar.. we arent allow to study as it was weekend. we stayed dere until 7.30pm den sooooo freaking hungary n headed to parkway n ate @ banquet.. well, its been a long time ever since we've talked to each other, joe n sme to azmi.. miss ur laughter n smiles.... realli.. i miss n do treasure those times we've shared. nevertheless, im still happy wif wad i had evn though dere's a wound cut deep inside my heart. i wish u all e best n success in evrything, yea.. work hard n study smart!! ur soooo sweet wen u salam me n gave me a warm siblingshood hug. i'll alwaes remember u just lyke all my dear frens esp. ex.dear!e.

pHoTo'S:

kl trip @ bandar hillir.. ahmad, azmir, luqman, iskhandar n hossein.. ahahx.. tgh prasan yg dorang nie ade team la..

sweet memories shall n will be remembered alwaes.. at school celebrating salam lebaran 2004.. ex dear!e lissy, me, sweetie sak, missing u far, *anisa n *lina.. =)

ahahx..u'll alwaes be remembered by me alwaes.. darrls joe, me, sweetie sak, missing u far, *anisa n *lina.. =)

Monday, May 09, 2005

..jUz cAnT L!e...

..jUz cAnT L!e..

dearest,

i reaalliii cant lie that i misses dem.. i've been thinking dem since e day dey left me.. i regretted that i nvr got up n give dem a big hug.. coz i noe tht tht hug is e last hug probably.. i was seriously speechless when dey realli came to me n thk me fer e card.. but of coz dey deserves sth better.. realli.. but i was sad n disappionted when ex-dearie nvr thk me.. she was e onli 1 who nvr thk me.. i wanted to smile widely n said thk u fer all of ur kindness too but i just cldnt wen i see ex-dearie didnt thk me at all.. i mean she was e 1st person i expected to sae tht.. im not desperate or anythg but e fact is tht i realli MISSES dem soooo much tht onli GOD noes abt it.. lissy, i noe u will read tis.. u're my onli saviour at 1st.. but where were u when i needed u most.. i just want smth frm e heart.. i dunno.. i have nvr had real frens in ma life.. it keeps on changing... from u guys to lina n anisa den to e other gals.. wads happeninig.. how i realli wish i cld just be frens with u guys instead of sooo many frens.. i do n will alwaes miss u guys.. true frens stay n will be kept in heart foreva!! n i promise u tht u guys will alwaes be in ma heart..

missing u guys alwaes, ex-dearies...lissy, sak, far n sar.. no matter how much things changed n tries 2 separate us, u'll alwaes stay in ma heart!!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

* bUkAn c!NtA b!aSa*

Bukan Cinta Biasa

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa

Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya
( korus )Cintaku bukan diatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya oh...
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkinKu tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapnya

Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa

Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata

Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan

....LaLaLaLa!! dUn fUnK w!tH mA hEaRt.!!!

....LaLaLa! dUn fUnK w!tH mA
hEaRt..!!

dearest,

i had lots of fun today with e gals.. malah, saniah, huda, atika, ain n jannah.. the time that we spent is memorable.. ahahx.. we went to mac to eat n den library.. kelakar sak,, kite talk loudly lyke nobody's busineesss gitu.. we buy stuffs n ate it dere.. finaallly, i do my art.. i drew fruits eg. eggplant, chillies, avocado, pumpkin n lots.. den, abt 7.30pm, we went to the east coast pk fer a while.. saniah left coz she really have to go hm.. we spent nice n sweet memories dere.. share our feelings n talk things out to make urselves feel better.. how i wish we cld go dere often.. den we decided to ton at ecp one day.. rent a bbq pit n ton.. but!! STRICTLY FER GALS NITE-OUT ONLI!! ahahx.. sorry boys!!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

*hOpEfUlLy..*

*hOpEfUlLy..*

dearesst,

ahahx.. hopefuully i'll pass my english, yea.. e paper is okie la.. not too hard.. alhamdullillah, i am able to answer all question.. e summary needs onli 130 words but i have lots of things to sae man!! argh!! it okie.. overall, using in my own words is not too many so i dun really have difficulties in answering dem.. weeeee~ ahahx.. crazy, righto?? well, wish all my frens good lucky n strive fer e best!!

*hugs n kisses*
from 1 & onli,
_*fEeZ!e*_

we...me, anisa, lina n shikin took tis neoprint last yr.. around may 2004.. haiz~ how i miss we guys..anisa nye rambut kekek sak.. baru je potong rambut nya.. ahahx.. =P

heys.. a pic of wind.. isnt wind cute at tis pic.. ahahx.. wadeva, man!!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

....aFtEr a Long tYmE...

*...dEaReSt...*

here are sum pics.. sum memorable fer u n me.. just fer us..

darrls lina n me at chief's hse.. at eunos one.. damn tired.. so taking a break at upstairs first.. ahahx..

darrls lina n me at library.. wanted to do art with saniah, huda n malah but in e end.. u noe la.. gurls?? cant stop n miss new n latest gossips.. ahahx.. crazy us!!

see!!! my cutie n lovable cuzziee!!! firdaus, anak saudaraku sayang.. ahahx.. isnt he cute?? wait till u see him.. sooooo freaky mischevious n naughty boi!! argh!!

n... tis is samirah n me at putrajaya, kl.. miss those tymes, man!! esp. u guys, ex dearie lissy n sweetie sak.. i'll alwaes remeber u guys.. trust me!!weell.. cant afford to talk more..just counldnt.. haiz~ luv yax, baby..