Thursday, May 19, 2005
...dEaReSt...
...dEaReSt...
i miss u.. n i realli do.. i swear to god.. im sorry if i nvr tell u e truth abt our chemistry.. im sorry.. i cant forgive myself either.. i noe u feel theres smth wrong but i cant face e truth.. im sorri.. realli.. i swear to god tht i wont fall in lurve with any1 anymore.. i promise.. yes. im aware tht promise is meant to be broken but not 2 me.. neva!! n it will nvr be.. realli. hav e trust in me 1st b4 we break up, yea.. i wont n hurt u anymore. im sorry. wats wrong with me?? or you?? nth wrong but its my fault.. everytime.. dunno wats e fu**king prob.. im sorry. i cn nvr be good as her esp. when u lurve her more n e most. it hurts me n kills me, ya noe.. ithts y i cant face u anymore. nt coz of other things. im sorri. real sorri. i hv hurt many ppl n will nvr anymore, yea. wat shall i do nw?? im sorri, darrls.. im sorri. sorri seems to be e hardest word 2 me nw n it will alwaes be. im sorri. i realli didnt mean it esp. u called mi last nyte. u noe hw happi i was?? i was overjoyed till i was dumbfounded. but u thought i was still mad at u. i wasnt, darrls. fer wad?? i hv no reason at all to be angry at u, ya noe. coz i have fallen fer u..... im sorri tht i didnt, cant n wasnt able to open my mouth, talk n settle things with u. im sorri. i noe im in e wrong but wad i did was e best fer u. realli. m sorri, once again...... u'll be e only 1 fer me. its true n i promise.