..jUz cAnT L!e..

dearest,

i reaalliii cant lie that i misses dem.. i've been thinking dem since e day dey left me.. i regretted that i nvr got up n give dem a big hug.. coz i noe tht tht hug is e last hug probably.. i was seriously speechless when dey realli came to me n thk me fer e card.. but of coz dey deserves sth better.. realli.. but i was sad n disappionted when ex-dearie nvr thk me.. she was e onli 1 who nvr thk me.. i wanted to smile widely n said thk u fer all of ur kindness too but i just cldnt wen i see ex-dearie didnt thk me at all.. i mean she was e 1st person i expected to sae tht.. im not desperate or anythg but e fact is tht i realli MISSES dem soooo much tht onli GOD noes abt it.. lissy, i noe u will read tis.. u're my onli saviour at 1st.. but where were u when i needed u most.. i just want smth frm e heart.. i dunno.. i have nvr had real frens in ma life.. it keeps on changing... from u guys to lina n anisa den to e other gals.. wads happeninig.. how i realli wish i cld just be frens with u guys instead of sooo many frens.. i do n will alwaes miss u guys.. true frens stay n will be kept in heart foreva!! n i promise u tht u guys will alwaes be in ma heart..



=missing u guys alwaes, ex-dearies...lissy, sak, far n sar.. no matter how much things changed n tries 2 separate us, u'll alwaes stay in ma heart!!