Monday, June 06, 2005
____*bAd gUrL*____
____*bAd gUrL*____
dearest,
its been a realli long time we've talk n shared things 2gether n im here once again to tell u abt ma life.azlan has left to ns. im sad. there's no more fun w/o him at werk. thank god still have nazrin, assri, fadzlin n blah blah.. i miss him. anws, i've turned to a bad gurl. a real one. dunno wads up w me. im crazy. depressed?? yep. toooo much pressure n over-stressed. nw, i've sprained my right ankle at special olympics meet. damn it!! tis is e end of me. i hv done too much sins tht god will nvr cn forgive me. i still miss ex dearies n u. i really do. i just realise tht we fight coz of one buto, just coz of one guy..im sorry but i really hv to say ur name, azmi.. i dun wish to call u pembastard or wat-so-eva but u hv to accept e fact tht bcoz of u, we all fight.just bcoz of u. n hw i wish i dun repeat tis yr. bcoz of me too, we all fight. its my fault n im speechless. i cld onli afford to sae sorry.. so, bcoz of tis, i've realli turned into a bad gurl. i wunt write it here but i hv written it at a new post n save as draft onli. it shall b my secret n i dun wish to unleash it. im sorry. wells, i miss u sooooo muchie tooo!! wish we cld go out somedae soon, huh?? c ya soon!!