Sunday, June 19, 2005
=wAtErFaLLs=
= wAtErFaLLs =
dearest,
wats wrong w me?
i hv no idea.
i just kept thinkin of dem.
wat hv i done?
i hv no idea.
y is dis situation is getting worst?
i hate dis shit!!
our friendship has gone & has been washed awsay just lyke tht.
neither do we all lyke it.
but y we dun talk things out & prevent dis fight?
am i to blame?
den dun do these to me.
it hurts & it alwaes be.
deeep inside my heart, theres dis deeep wound & cn nvr be heal till one dae comes.
& i am waiting here, under e sky, fer tht beautiful dae arrives.
i cried.
heavily in bus 30 yest heading to werk w joe.
i kept thinking of unwanted beauiful memories of mine.
dey r my darrlings & will alwaes be.
i hate dis year!
yes.i really do.
probably, i wish i wldnt hv been born.
im an unwanted pest in dis world.
i cnt take it animore.
reaally.
i feel lyke ending my life soon.
in e rite tyme.
but...i cnt.
joe lend me his shoulder to cry on.
coz i really need one.
im yke soooo sad n depressed.
e feeling in me is lyke shit!!
aRgH!!
i hate dis life!!
i miss dearest.
i misss fadzlin.
i miss azlan.
i miss joe.
i misss syairul.
i miss huda, samirah, saniah & nurmalah.
i miss u guys esp. *liSa, *fAr, *sAk,*sAr, *liNa & *an!Sa.
i will alwaes do miss u guys.
yes.i do.