Monday, July 25, 2005
..!'m sT!LL wA!t!nG fEr yOu..
..!'m sT!LL wA!t!nG fEr yOu..
dearest,
wth??
i hav been waitin fer his calls, sms or anything but i yet get no reply.
wtf??
haiz~
i am more n more insane n hv gone crazy each dae..
yes.
lots of ma frens hv been trying their best to stop my nonsense but they failed to..
sory guys.
i told u i dun wan attention.
its just lack of kasih syg.
n i meant it.
my wrist is lyke bleeeding to death w all e lines tht i created.
i need sumones lurve.
n i reaalii need it.
but however, i need GOD more thn him.
i need u, allah!!
help me..
im in deep depression n confusion.
i need a gd scolding frm special sumone.
winda n lina has trying their best to stop me frm cutting my wrist but i just cnt.
in fact, im enjoying doing it wen i think abt him.
i cried soooo much.
i cut my wrist soooo much.
i just dunno wat im gonna do next.
probably, commit suicide??
cnt!!! cannot!! oh man!!
hw cld i ever think abt tht..
i've realli gone crazy..
i realli need GOD to show me e right path..
wher am i suppose to head??
plz..
ohmy~
wish me all e best, yea??
anwaes, todae is nisa's bdae.
celebrated @ swenson's ...
attendance?? ahahx..
ahmad kamil, haadi, farhan, fuad, illiyasa, jazmi, nurul ain, savrina, shaza, fahimah, nisa n myselffff....
weeee~ kinda hv lots n tons of fun.. we hv lots of jokes n craps..miss u guys darrlings.. takecare n hav fun, peeps!! lurve ya all!!
*hUgS~