Friday, July 22, 2005
!nSaNe..yEs ! aM
!nSaNe..yEs ! aM
dearest,
i think i am insane n realli going haywire todae.
yes.
todae.
i cut my wrist.
i took e hot ash frm a cigarette n burn my hand.
n lastly, i wanted to jump out frm my block.
thts y i say i'm mad, insane n going crazy.
im heartbroken.
depressed.
everything is wrong fer me.
my life sucks to e core!!
wat has happened?
im miss lina n anisa soooo much.
i am still in lurve w u but u juz dun realise tht.
joe scolded me lyke crazy fer burning my hand.
tht was e first tyme i am freaking afraid @ him.
ohman!!
u shld c tht.
but i appreciate tht scolding.
its been a long time smone scold me fer my stupid wrongdoings.
thks joe.
n fer malah, w/o u juz nw, i think i wsnt here writing tis post.
thks malah.
to niah n ahmad, thks fer being dere fer mi.
i really appreciate ur kindness.
lurvvee u guys loads n tons!!
n to ex-dearies, i still misses u guys.
yep.
i do.