play my favourite song.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

aRt!!

aRt!!!

Dearest,

U noe hw stress I gt yesterdae??!!
Ohman!!
Im lyke soooo stressed up w art yesterdae.
I hv to complete my n level preparatory werk n prelim!!
See!! 2-in-1. I was soooo kan-chion at home.
I mengadu nasib to fau n my sis.
Thks kakda fer consoling mi.
E funni part is tht she gt more worried thn mi wen I cldnt find my pencil colour!!
SHE WAS LYKE SLEEPING BUT KEPT ASKING ME WHETHER HAV I FOUND IT OR NT YET.
Ahahx.. thks kakda fer ur thoughts fer mi.
Sumtymes, wen u tynk back, wen u r alone n needed sumone soooo badly, u tends to find ur siblings or cousins.
Yep. Tht is wad happening to me nw. I hv beginning to realized it.
Aniwaes, ART IS OVER!!! Phweeee~~
Heys, but wait. Oh shit!!! I still hav e paper 2.
ARGH!!! Damn it.
I wan to make sure I really do well tis tyme ard.
Fau did draw fer mi some pics fer art. Thks!!!
But I ferget to pass 1 more prep werk fer art!!
I didn’t noe till winda saw one drawings at my drawing block.
Haiz~ im being sooooo stupid!!
I hvnt really finish colouring my final piece. Gt no tyme ah beb.
Went out w zahirah to bugis(take neoprint), national library, raffles city, citylink(bought a purse), suntec.
E library is damn high n big!! Up to 14th storey!!
Wow~ but soooo quiet n boring.. so, we went off.
We do lots of walking todae. Im soooo freaking tired.
So, take a rest at GOTCHA JUICE!! Im sooooo luvin’ it.
Went hm b4 4pm. Intention was go my aunt hse but I ended up..SLEPPING TILL 8PM!!
Oh yea. Fau sent mi to skewl 2dae n every1 was lyke looking at us.
Wtf?? Esp wen im sitting rite at e front facing dem.
He’s been soooo kuku lately. Well, im sori fau.
I noe wat u wan actually. But I hv to sae….”Go fer sumone else who reallie deserve ur love thn mi,k??”
As fer mi, I’ll try to give u ani kind of support.

Takecarez~

i regretted

I regretted.

Dearest,

I regretted. Y didn’t I go to dem earlier in e first place??
I am soooo regretting on it.
Im soooo sori fer I hv been a bad fren.Yes. I am.
U noe ever since e fight between me, lisa n sarah had, it hav been bugging me lately.
I dun noe why on earth all of e sudden I hear lisa’s laughter.
Yes. Up till nw I cn hear it still n imagine it.
Hw cn I make dem realize hw important dey r to me???
How!! E way dey talked on their blog is lyke as if im a shit or an animal..
I hv feelings so do dey.
Den?? Why cldnt dey understand??
Dey think im an idiot who take dem fer granted?? Its not n its nvr!!
My tears has been lyke toooo much spending fer dem.
But I find its unnecessary.
Dey dun deserve it. But all I need is nw an answer frm god.
Y do I deserve tis shit??!! WHY??
As fer joe, I still cnt stop thinking of it.
One moment, I lurve him…another moment, I hate him fer chosing his admirer thn me!! But, aft all, who am I to sae tht, rite??
Im sad. Depressed. Heart-broken.
Toooo much things hv happened.
I just regret whatever has happened.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

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Nice n real nice song..
Well well well.. wat do I hv to sae abt todae??
Oh yea. First thing tht I would lyke to sae dun I hv e rights to sae anitink on my blog?? Den, y do some ppl hv to reallie argue w me on wat I cn or cnt write on my blog??
I mean…WATS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM W THT??
Ermm… wells, some two-faced ppl r reallie getting on my nerves.
Infront of me, buat baik lah, mengumpat n ckp pasal org lain tapi in real life, talk abt others to another party??I mean.. WAT E FUCK??
I noe I do mengumpat coz dat is wat we all do.
Dun tell mi tht u hv nvr mengumpat in ur life??
If ure telling me tht u hv nvr, den FUCK OFF FRM MY BLOG!!!
Haiz~ my my my.. y do I hv to sae vulgarities??
Aniwaes, geog paper was easy but I reallie dun noe which question I shld do or am I good at writing on it??
Ferget it la..too late.. ermm… maths paper 1 is easy. I mean I cn do la..
Ss paper is freaking stressing!! Coz I studied e wrong chapt.
Sorrrrriiii, mdm sim. I’ll promise I’ll do well fer ‘n’ level (cross fingers)..
Aft geog paper, we finished ard 9.30am n went down to hv our meal. I ate meeee soto!! Weeee~
IM SOOOO LOVIN’ IT.
Den went out t take NEOPRINTS!! I must admit tht I am a NEOPRINT QUEEN!! Yupz.. I really took tons of it this yr.. esp this veri yr..
I just lurveeeeee it!!
Hasan has been lyke scolding mi lots but… im soooo sori hasan.
Its just me. In order u wan mi to release stress, plzz let mi spent mi money. Mcm tak tentu hara gitu.
Wells, I just spent $270??? Within two daes??
Ohmy!! Yupz I just realized it..
Wells, its alwaes been a routine.
I hav nvr saved in my life b4. god noes wen I hv a lesson tht will teach mi on hw to save $$.
Oh yea. We ( me, malah n niah) went to niah’s hse n watched PONTIANAK MENJERIT!!
Haha..it was damn funni. Yep. Funni.
I watched BEWITCHED todae w zahirah coz she wants sumone to watch it w her??
I went out w zee yest. He was sooooo freaking hapi.
I felt guilty coz I cnt lurve him lyke wad I used to be.
Sorrrriiii zeee. I cnt forgive myself fer tht.
Aniwaes, sumone wld lyke to punch on my face!!
Yep. PUNCH DEN!!!
I’ll continue again tonite or tmr. Gotta go my aunt hse. FIR IS DERE!!! Double weeee~
Okie la. Aniwaes cnt really concentrate on everitink I do lately.
I noe e reason but I dun wish to publish it coz evertink I sae, its alwaes wrong! Takecare ppl.. Lurve ya till e end of my life?? Yep. Esp to u wind!
Miss goin out w u, darrls…I meant it tis tyme, k bitch??
Muacks~

Monday, August 15, 2005

...wEeEe...

...wEeEe...

dearest,

finally..finally..finally..

i've spent tyme w my couzins...

weeeeee..

i felt pity fer kakya's nasib.

we ( kakya,kakno,kamuni,abg matz & mohd n fir) went to tprs

(tanjong pagar railway station) on sat.

we went out ard midnite to 3.30am.

its been a long tyme since we laugh n had fun.

abg matz n i laugh lyke fuck!!

perut sampai nak pecah.

we r making fun of each other..

ahahx.. i still cn remember every bit abt it.

unfortunately, kakmuni stopped e fun n laughter.

yep. we r thankful of tht coz if nt,

confirm2 sumone wil throw smth back at us.

hehs~ sori ppl.. we didnt mean it.

ermmm.. had fun to werking w niah.

its her first dae n she is lyke soooo kan-chiong.

funni..hillarious..

we r reallie making fool of urselves but no one is dere..

so, who cares??!! we dun give a damn abt it aniwaes..

kakya, im sooo sori abt wateva happens to u..

even though kakno treats u lyke tht, well, she's ur sister aft all..

dun sae anitink stupid, yea.

be strong.

as fer nazrin, kak linda dun deserve ur lots of lurve fer her..

we hav been taking fer nites..

n i hope u understand wat i mean..

there r mani fishes in e sea..

kumbang bkn seekor..

e decision is all up to u aniwaes.

takecare~

take lots of care..

plz eat, sleep n bath everdae..

god, plz do it fer mi or fer her??

at least??

Look.. im making things real clear..
Plz understand even if u doesn’t..
I did smoke but wat I mean in a blog is tht I dun smoke anymore.
Liked I said, u guys hav died in my lyfe fer e past 6 mths.
I dun care but cn u plz wat I mean wen I really am sincerely missing u guys~
Do u get it?? I dun noe hw to explain to u further.
U r even nt interested abt it anymore.. so, y do I hav to care??
E more I tried to explain, e more misunderstandings we had..
So, ferget it..
I really had enuff.. I noe u gonna sae lots n other more things lyke im trying to prove tht im inoocent or im angel or trying to twist n turn..
So, thts y I said ferget it..
Wateva it is, u guys hv been taking ma heart along wif u guys.
No matter hw much u guys hate me or waateva..
Sae wateva u wanna sae or wateva shit it is..
Do u sae everytink out wen u’re angry??
Wells, im sure u did..same lyke me..
U tink I dun feel guilty or shity wen u scold u best frens??
I do n I really do. I wish to sae this nt coz im nt sincere abt it but u guys will just add salt to e wound.
Meaning?? Each tyme I said smth, u guys will say smth too.
So, I rather shut e hell up before things get more worst.
Wat I mean wen I hate sarah is tht she tinks I hate her by saying wateva shit u guys hears.
But u tynk im lyke tht??
Well, I noe u gonna say yes..but, dun u guys realize hw much I lurved u guys??
Each dae I’ve been trying waes to smile at u guys or even talk to u guys but…. I noe u guys hears abt all those shit n thinks tht I needed sympathy??
Ohgod!! Y dun u ask sumone who is veri cloze to mi n ask dem wat I told dem everidae..
Im nt trying to be an angel or trying to show u guys hw sweet I am or wateva, k??
But each tyme I read urs n sarah’s blog, I cried. N I AM!!
I dun noe hw to explain more n much things to u guys anymore.
I went w lina n anisa last yr becoz I had some trouble to go w u guys during recess n aft skewl.. we r nt in e same class, remember??
N wen I saw e bdae present dey bought fer u, I feel such a shit n pathetic fren fer u guys..
My face r nt in e album n I dun blame anione fer tht coz sarah told mi tht she tried calling mi n asking fer pics of mi but no reply.
I get it. I dun blame ppl. I dun blame anione.
Yes. Yes. I did talked abt u guys..but wad is it??
U guys dun noe n dun seem wan to noe coz dere’s no reason fer it..
I wanted to mit u gys n talked thinks out but I cn feel e hatred fer mi,
I really really cant seem to remember tht I said to faridah abt im gonna make her lyfe lyke a living hell?? Sori but I really didn’t mean it..
Its up to u guys to believe it or nt coz I noe u wont.
Aniwaes, plz dun judge a book by its cover.
I may look lyke I dun wan to be frens wif u guys but in ma heart, yes I really wan some miracle to happen.
But wad fer?? U guys hav heard somethings tht r meant or nt meant to be heard.
N sarah, abt keegan thingy, im speechless.
I noe im in e wrong. Its to late to sae anything. Im was really in a pressure at tht point of tyme. Mr rahmat n mr lim kept asking abt e relationship u had w him.
I noe u gonna hate me foreva n plz do.
I deserve it but…I hv to stop here.
I cnt really hv privacy in here.. as fer u all.. sak, lis, far..
I do miss u guys till nw n foreva.
I will..i dunno wen we cn clear things out.
In my life, I hv nvr hated u guys.
I will never n has never.
Believe it or nt?? Up to u guys.
Making abt stories to ppl whom I hate??
Den wat am I?? An angel or a great n perfect fellow??
No..im nt,..
Liked I said too, I noe myself.
Wat I said to ppl n other things.
I hv other better things to said.
N studying?? Coz im aware n veri aware tht im a repeat student.
btw, i wunt take revenge on huda.

she is my fren aft all.

i noe tht. i've told myself tht.

dun wori..im washing my hands off tis.

Takecarez~ good luck fer ur prelims n o’s.

As fer others, best wishes~

Saturday, August 13, 2005

t!s !s fEr u tOo..

t!s !s fEr u tOo..

Heys.. tis is fer u too, sarah.

Lyked I said, I dun give a damn abt it anymore. I knew myself veri well as e same as u knew urself better.
So, I knew wat I’ve said to ppl ard mi. I believed in myself same as u belived in urself.
I dun fucking care abt it anymore, sarah esp wen u said u dun believe me anymore.
I also dun expect u to believe me coz yes. I did talk abt u guys.
But wat did I said?? U wnt know coz u choose to believe others thn me. Den, go ahead.
I dun care. Coz im nt an angelic nor devil.
I’m a human. Same as u. same as others.
No matter hw bad I am or wateva shit I am, I still wants u guys back but ferget it.
U guys had enuff of ma shit n crap as e same as me hating to continue writing on ma blog abt u guys.
Wats wrong wif me?? Den wats wrong wif u to??
Look who alwaes twist n turn e story, k??!! argh.. wateva it is la k..
I wanna make things clear but instead u called me names?? Hypocrite..back-stabber..two-faced.
Den, its fine w me. I reallie dun wish to carry on w this kind of lyfe.
I had enuff n enuff is enuff.
In fact, I hav alwaes been taking out ma mask.
Since tis blow of urs hit me, I hav realized n ‘sedar’ dlm kehidupan aku, sarah..
E others knew huda’s attitude. I haven’t even say anything but dey came to me n said tht huda has gone to my sisterz??
Huh?? I was lyke wth?? Oh okie.. den I understand. She has gone to ma ex-dearies group.
Ppl n even myself knew tht she was trying to fit in to ur group coz she left us.
Sarah, hav u feel hw bad it is n hw awful it is wen ur cloze fren claims tht she chose her bf thn us?? I dun mind coz I hv been in her situation b4 but after tht, she went w e person tht she hated soooo much.
Isn’t tht wat we call ‘bitchy’ attitude??
I dun make her hate u guys coz she’s e one who hated u guys so much.
She even hated me at first. But I dun give a damn abt it n continue w my lyfe.
Tht point of tyme. She hasn’t came into my lyfe so wat fer I care abt ppl saying behind my backs. Look, I really miss those tymes but if u tynk im trying to be an angelic, den fuck off!! I dun care if im showing ppl hw bad I am coz I had enuff of tis shit!!
Yes I am bad. Im sick. Im crazy freaking whore!! Slut!! Fat bastard big mama or wateva shit la k.. but its e truth.
Before I even tell ppl abt her, ppl already hate her. Den, wat do u expect mi to do??
Sarah, no matter hw much I hate u, I still appreciates n treasure ur friendship.
Ppl talks abt u but I prove dem worng. I remember those tymes at ecp. Tht was 2yrs ago. We were roller-blading n u’re e onli one who helped mi. u think I hate u sooo much??
Cmon la.. im a human too. Im nt a beast or sumone who needed ur sympathy.
I’ve decided nt to talk or sae anithink tht gt to do w u guys anymore. Coz ppl will just add salt to e wound. If ppl dun care abt mi, dun bad-mouth mi, I’ll dun care abt dem.
Nth matters to me esp nw..
I am sutting up abt u guys. U tynk I gt nth else better to do?? I still hav to concentrate on my n esp wen im a repeat student. I really regretted nt studying well last yr . so, I dun wan my mistakes to repeat agin. I had enuff of mani frens. If u wan ppl to hate mi, go ahead. Be my guest. N im repeating tis agn, IM NOT TRYING TO B AN ANGEL!!
Im a normal human being. But fat n ugly. K??
Setiap fitnah adelah dolatnye. I guess some ppl has alredy gt their dolat. Siape mkn cili, dierr rase pedas. Sorry to copy smth frm ur blog, lisa.
N abt tht torn song. Thnks fer telling mi. but I wunt remove it coz if ppl think I’ve lost ma virginity just becoz I post tht up, den think tht wae. Its up to u guys.
Coz, in my life, aku kenal diri aku lebih drpd org lain yg mengenali diri aku.
To e ppl who tynks im nt bad after all, thnks but know myself first thn jus seeing mi coz some ppl tynks I need sympathy n an angel.
So srah, thnks fer everything. I wil remember abt u guys. I’ll wait fer e special dae to arrives even though u guys dun wish to be w mi anymore. I understand. Harap halalkan makan minum selama ini.
Thks. Takecare~

Friday, August 12, 2005

..hYpOcRyTez?? bAcK-staBbEr?? ahah.. lOoK's wHo"s tALk!nG!!..

..hYpOcRyTez?? bAcK-staBbEr?? ahah.. lOoK's wHo"s tALk!nG!!..

this is ma third tyme re-writing this post. I gt sick n tired to rewrite it again.
Im gonna make it short n simple.
To ma ex-dearies, just believe to wateva u hv heard abt mi la k..
Coz I’ve gt sick n tired abt tht sumone’s attitude..
She has been bad-mouth abt mi to u guys but u guys believed her.
Im speechles..coz I thought u guys will lyke ask mi first or something to noe abt e truth but I was wrong.
By wirting this post, I am nt asking fer anione’s sympathy coz it sux to hear sumone calls mi as a hypocrite, back-stabber and two-faced.
I had enuff of tis shit.
I shall wirte more on tht particular person’s story to ma blog so tht ever1 is going to noe e real her.
She has made ma lyfe miserable n nw its ma turn to make hers.
She’s a one bloody sucking leech!! Ahah..yes..really.
She has sucked ma blood n it hurts but I dun fucking care abt it anymore.
Im sick n tired of tis shit la.
Especially wen I had to rewrite a nw post coz e last two is toooo long.
“feeza, tlg ako la.. ao takot si papan tu rampas matahir ako la. Yala, kao kan athu nie zaman rampas-merampas. Da la sistez dier rampas niah nye.. ako takot arx dier pulak rampas syai dari ako!!”
remember those sentences, bitch!!??
U r e one who as been talking behind their backs but nw, since ure left w one one coz u chose ur bf thn us, u also chose dem n make dem sympathize w ur sweet talkings??
Wow!! To tell u e truth, I envy tht.. u cld simply do tht to make ppl b frens w u??
Great man!! Go ahead n tell dem more.
I dun give a damn abt it annimore!!
Im giving up abt tis, k??
Hapi?? But im nt gnna let u go n be hapi foreva!
Im taking revenge too..yesh..true!!
Im gonna make ppl hate u more n more..thts wat u’ve been waiting fer frm sumone, rite??But.. heys, I dun hv to do tht actually. Coz, lots of ur frens knew e truth abt ur shit!!

u talked abt yazid, nadiah, farhana, niah, malah, ashran n lyke everi1 in sch esp. lis, sak, far n sar to mi..
u said ppl hated u n alwaes gave u a cold shoulder n I noe it y now..
ure really acting lyke a slut!! Whore!!
Going ard telling ppl abt each others weakness..
Is tht wad u lurve sooo much??
U’re e one who needed sympathy..
I dun need tht sympathy frm ani1 coz im hapi w wad I had.
I do nt smoke nor having wild thoughts of ending ma lyfe coz each n every1 of us has a chance to live!!
So, live while we can.. but as fer u, u r enjoying it toooo much till u need a wake up call!!!
SON OF A BITCH!!
Forget it la. Im tooo lazy to continue abt ur attitude..dun let mi tell ppl hw cheap u r!!
As fer ex-dearies, I hv nvr been tht far tooo much but since u guys believed her, go on.
I had enuff n I am tired of tis.
Tergerak hati nk talk abt tis matter to u guys but its useless.
U guys have already hated mi soooo much.
U said u had enuff of ma crap, rite?? Den fine den.. I’ll just hv to move away frm u guys.
But hvnt u guys thought abt it?? If I said bad stuffs to ppl abt u guys, den hw cum its onli her who tells this fake rumors abt mi telling evey1 to hate u guys??
Its because she chose her bf thn us.. so, she was all alone. She knew I wanted u guys sooo badly. So, to take sweet revenge, she sat beside u guys n talked abt mi during tht ‘talk’ on last fri. lisa, I cldnt believe u said those harsh werds fer mi coz u r e most I appreciates.
Those camps we had.. those secrets we had.. r u trying to sae tht those memeories tht I hv been treasured all thses whiles n to keeep dem alive has just gone into e drain??
Wells, if tht wat u want, I will. But deep in ma heart I will alwaes treasure those friendship we had.
I DO NOT NED UR SYMPATHY BUT ALL I NEED IS U GUYS..
U GUYS R EVERYTHING TO ME DEN..But nw, aft reading those blogs, I had enuff.

Wells, dere’s nth to wori abt esp wen I nvr once said those rumors..
As fer joe, I treat him as my adik so hw cn I fall fer him??
Haiz~ I do admire him but I noe he still loves n waiting fer tht sumone.
So, I noe who e fuck I am..
Whateva it is, I still want those friendship coz I treasure every single moments w u guys. N fer goodness sake, I don’t need sympathy frm anione, k..
I’ll continue it tmr..
I am concentrating fer ma n levels so do concentrate on urs too.
Thks. Takecare~

Thursday, August 04, 2005

____s!cK..dOubLe s!cK..tR!pLe s!cK____

____s!cK..dOubLe s!cK..tR!pLe s!cK____

dearest,

im nt getting any better.

tsk..tsk..

still sick.

ohgod!!

wen will i be getting any better??

anwaes, todae is prelim malay paper 1&2.

paper 1 was superb..

but paper 2??

tsk..tsk..

soooo freaking hard..

esp.bina ayat n peribahasa.

ohhhhhman!!

werds lyke: anjuran, disakiti, pembinaan, menepati n memperlihatkan..

i told cikgu n i get scolded..

haiz~

regretted telling her.. =(

wells, gt to catch up some more things..

gtg

da~

*hUgS~

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

***pHeEeWwW.....

dearest,

im feeling sooo tired.

im still sick.

nt really n fully cured yet!!

hehs~

tmr wil b my first dae of prelim.

mt paper.

bleahs~

but okie la..

still cn cope.

im sooooo sori ckigu fer alwaes handling up hmwrk late!! =(

i didnt mean it.

today went to bugis w niah,ahmad n zee.

weee took neoprints..

weeeee~

i lurveeee my new frinch even though it sux little

ahah..

im still missing tht sumone.

but too bad, feeza.

u gt to wake up.

hahs~

thts all actualli.

gt to memorize some of e phrases tht i need to use fer tmr.

wish me luck,darrling!!

*mUaCk!eS~

Monday, August 01, 2005

**hOsp!tAL cHeCk~uP**

dearest,

i left sch earli 2dae.

had to go fer e appointment.

went w saniah n ahmad.

i was lyke soooooo kuku n kecoh.

its ma 1st visit dere n dunno wher e hell i am suppose to go.

ahahx.

it was real funni.

all i saw was pregnant women n babies.

awwwww~

dey r soooooo freaking cutE!!

anwaes, i waited soooo long fer my call n dere i was in a rm w tis male doc.

ohgao!!

im lyke sooo paiseh n dun realli dare to speak up.

den i ws lyke, FEEZA!! WAKE UP!! URE SUCH A KECOH N THICK SKIN PERSON!!

ahahx

i went okie w him n he asked mi to lie down n checked my stomach.

ahahx..

paiseh agian.

lols.

n u noe wad!!!

e doc asked mi to go fer ultrascan n blood test!!

blood test!!

ohman!!

it was my worst nitemare!!

i prayed real hard.

ohgod!!help mi.

den niah n ahmad was laughing all e wae wen dey looked at mi.

i was sooooo kan-chiong!!

weeeeeeee~

i gt soooo horrified wen e nurse called mi.

niah n ahmad hav to go hm.

im alone.

im afraid.

horrified.

scared to death but no one to accompany mi.

im heartbroken.

howeva, i called lina n lina was lyke reali consolled mi.

i went inside e rm n i asked e nurse soooo many ques till she gt fed-up.

sooooo sori, nurse.

i didnt mean to do tht.

i was just stressed n afraid of tht freaking sharp needle.

den i think of one person.

im sad n depressed.

nurse tried to find my veins but it was tough.

pity her fer e second tyme.

i thank to god tht it doesnt realli hurt tht much.

but...my hands r soooo weak.

i barely cn carrymy bag.

it is lyke soooo gfreaking heavy n im weak.

ohgod!!

no werds cn describe hw sad n disappointed i was just nw.

wells, i gt appointment in e next 2 mths.

wish me luck.

everything is okie nw.

im hapi its over.

NO MORE BLOOD TEST PLZ!!!

argh!!

my hands r still weak.

but..i hv to b strong.

ahahx.

see hasan, im listening to ur advises.

dun wori..

n to u, tht special sumone, i will alwaes lurve u.

thks to u tht my blood test isnt tht painful.

anwaes, my hse is getting scarier each dae.

ya allah!!

i need u.

ur my onli one. lurve u loads.

reached hm ard 8pm n im dropped dead.

oh ya... i hv to eat ma medicine.

see ya!!

takecare~

goodae!