Monday, August 01, 2005
**hOsp!tAL cHeCk~uP**
**hOsp!tAL cHeCk~uP**
dearest,
i left sch earli 2dae.
had to go fer e appointment.
went w saniah n ahmad.
i was lyke soooooo kuku n kecoh.
its ma 1st visit dere n dunno wher e hell i am suppose to go.
ahahx.
it was real funni.
all i saw was pregnant women n babies.
awwwww~
dey r soooooo freaking cutE!!
anwaes, i waited soooo long fer my call n dere i was in a rm w tis male doc.
ohgao!!
im lyke sooo paiseh n dun realli dare to speak up.
den i ws lyke, FEEZA!! WAKE UP!! URE SUCH A KECOH N THICK SKIN PERSON!!
ahahx
i went okie w him n he asked mi to lie down n checked my stomach.
ahahx..
paiseh agian.
lols.
n u noe wad!!!
e doc asked mi to go fer ultrascan n blood test!!
blood test!!
ohman!!
it was my worst nitemare!!
i prayed real hard.
ohgod!!help mi.
den niah n ahmad was laughing all e wae wen dey looked at mi.
i was sooooo kan-chiong!!
weeeeeeee~
i gt soooo horrified wen e nurse called mi.
niah n ahmad hav to go hm.
im alone.
im afraid.
horrified.
scared to death but no one to accompany mi.
im heartbroken.
howeva, i called lina n lina was lyke reali consolled mi.
i went inside e rm n i asked e nurse soooo many ques till she gt fed-up.
sooooo sori, nurse.
i didnt mean to do tht.
i was just stressed n afraid of tht freaking sharp needle.
den i think of one person.
im sad n depressed.
nurse tried to find my veins but it was tough.
pity her fer e second tyme.
i thank to god tht it doesnt realli hurt tht much.
but...my hands r soooo weak.
i barely cn carrymy bag.
it is lyke soooo gfreaking heavy n im weak.
ohgod!!
no werds cn describe hw sad n disappointed i was just nw.
wells, i gt appointment in e next 2 mths.
wish me luck.
everything is okie nw.
im hapi its over.
NO MORE BLOOD TEST PLZ!!!
argh!!
my hands r still weak.
but..i hv to b strong.
ahahx.
see hasan, im listening to ur advises.
dun wori..
n to u, tht special sumone, i will alwaes lurve u.
thks to u tht my blood test isnt tht painful.
anwaes, my hse is getting scarier each dae.
ya allah!!
i need u.
ur my onli one. lurve u loads.
reached hm ard 8pm n im dropped dead.
oh ya... i hv to eat ma medicine.
see ya!!
takecare~
goodae!