Friday, August 12, 2005
..hYpOcRyTez?? bAcK-staBbEr?? ahah.. lOoK's wHo"s tALk!nG!!..
..hYpOcRyTez?? bAcK-staBbEr?? ahah.. lOoK's wHo"s tALk!nG!!..this is ma third tyme re-writing this post. I gt sick n tired to rewrite it again.
Im gonna make it short n simple.
To ma ex-dearies, just believe to wateva u hv heard abt mi la k..
Coz I’ve gt sick n tired abt tht sumone’s attitude..
She has been bad-mouth abt mi to u guys but u guys believed her.
Im speechles..coz I thought u guys will lyke ask mi first or something to noe abt e truth but I was wrong.
By wirting this post, I am nt asking fer anione’s sympathy coz it sux to hear sumone calls mi as a hypocrite, back-stabber and two-faced.
I had enuff of tis shit.
I shall wirte more on tht particular person’s story to ma blog so tht ever1 is going to noe e real her.
She has made ma lyfe miserable n nw its ma turn to make hers.
She’s a one bloody sucking leech!! Ahah..yes..really.
She has sucked ma blood n it hurts but I dun fucking care abt it anymore.
Im sick n tired of tis shit la.
Especially wen I had to rewrite a nw post coz e last two is toooo long.
“feeza, tlg ako la.. ao takot si papan tu rampas matahir ako la. Yala, kao kan athu nie zaman rampas-merampas. Da la sistez dier rampas niah nye.. ako takot arx dier pulak rampas syai dari ako!!”
remember those sentences, bitch!!??
U r e one who as been talking behind their backs but nw, since ure left w one one coz u chose ur bf thn us, u also chose dem n make dem sympathize w ur sweet talkings??
Wow!! To tell u e truth, I envy tht.. u cld simply do tht to make ppl b frens w u??
Great man!! Go ahead n tell dem more.
I dun give a damn abt it annimore!!
Im giving up abt tis, k??
Hapi?? But im nt gnna let u go n be hapi foreva!
Im taking revenge too..yesh..true!!
Im gonna make ppl hate u more n more..thts wat u’ve been waiting fer frm sumone, rite??But.. heys, I dun hv to do tht actually. Coz, lots of ur frens knew e truth abt ur shit!!
u talked abt yazid, nadiah, farhana, niah, malah, ashran n lyke everi1 in sch esp. lis, sak, far n sar to mi..
u said ppl hated u n alwaes gave u a cold shoulder n I noe it y now..
ure really acting lyke a slut!! Whore!!
Going ard telling ppl abt each others weakness..
Is tht wad u lurve sooo much??
U’re e one who needed sympathy..
I dun need tht sympathy frm ani1 coz im hapi w wad I had.
I do nt smoke nor having wild thoughts of ending ma lyfe coz each n every1 of us has a chance to live!!
So, live while we can.. but as fer u, u r enjoying it toooo much till u need a wake up call!!!
SON OF A BITCH!!
Forget it la. Im tooo lazy to continue abt ur attitude..dun let mi tell ppl hw cheap u r!!
As fer ex-dearies, I hv nvr been tht far tooo much but since u guys believed her, go on.
I had enuff n I am tired of tis.
Tergerak hati nk talk abt tis matter to u guys but its useless.
U guys have already hated mi soooo much.
U said u had enuff of ma crap, rite?? Den fine den.. I’ll just hv to move away frm u guys.
But hvnt u guys thought abt it?? If I said bad stuffs to ppl abt u guys, den hw cum its onli her who tells this fake rumors abt mi telling evey1 to hate u guys??
Its because she chose her bf thn us.. so, she was all alone. She knew I wanted u guys sooo badly. So, to take sweet revenge, she sat beside u guys n talked abt mi during tht ‘talk’ on last fri. lisa, I cldnt believe u said those harsh werds fer mi coz u r e most I appreciates.
Those camps we had.. those secrets we had.. r u trying to sae tht those memeories tht I hv been treasured all thses whiles n to keeep dem alive has just gone into e drain??
Wells, if tht wat u want, I will. But deep in ma heart I will alwaes treasure those friendship we had.
I DO NOT NED UR SYMPATHY BUT ALL I NEED IS U GUYS..
U GUYS R EVERYTHING TO ME DEN..But nw, aft reading those blogs, I had enuff.
Wells, dere’s nth to wori abt esp wen I nvr once said those rumors..
As fer joe, I treat him as my adik so hw cn I fall fer him??
Haiz~ I do admire him but I noe he still loves n waiting fer tht sumone.
So, I noe who e fuck I am..
Whateva it is, I still want those friendship coz I treasure every single moments w u guys. N fer goodness sake, I don’t need sympathy frm anione, k..
I’ll continue it tmr..
I am concentrating fer ma n levels so do concentrate on urs too.
Thks. Takecare~