Thursday, August 18, 2005
i regretted
I regretted.
Dearest,
I regretted. Y didn’t I go to dem earlier in e first place??
I am soooo regretting on it.
Im soooo sori fer I hv been a bad fren.Yes. I am.
U noe ever since e fight between me, lisa n sarah had, it hav been bugging me lately.
I dun noe why on earth all of e sudden I hear lisa’s laughter.
Yes. Up till nw I cn hear it still n imagine it.
Hw cn I make dem realize hw important dey r to me???
How!! E way dey talked on their blog is lyke as if im a shit or an animal..
I hv feelings so do dey.
Den?? Why cldnt dey understand??
Dey think im an idiot who take dem fer granted?? Its not n its nvr!!
My tears has been lyke toooo much spending fer dem.
But I find its unnecessary.
Dey dun deserve it. But all I need is nw an answer frm god.
Y do I deserve tis shit??!! WHY??
As fer joe, I still cnt stop thinking of it.
One moment, I lurve him…another moment, I hate him fer chosing his admirer thn me!! But, aft all, who am I to sae tht, rite??
Im sad. Depressed. Heart-broken.
Toooo much things hv happened.
I just regret whatever has happened.
Dearest,
I regretted. Y didn’t I go to dem earlier in e first place??
I am soooo regretting on it.
Im soooo sori fer I hv been a bad fren.Yes. I am.
U noe ever since e fight between me, lisa n sarah had, it hav been bugging me lately.
I dun noe why on earth all of e sudden I hear lisa’s laughter.
Yes. Up till nw I cn hear it still n imagine it.
Hw cn I make dem realize hw important dey r to me???
How!! E way dey talked on their blog is lyke as if im a shit or an animal..
I hv feelings so do dey.
Den?? Why cldnt dey understand??
Dey think im an idiot who take dem fer granted?? Its not n its nvr!!
My tears has been lyke toooo much spending fer dem.
But I find its unnecessary.
Dey dun deserve it. But all I need is nw an answer frm god.
Y do I deserve tis shit??!! WHY??
As fer joe, I still cnt stop thinking of it.
One moment, I lurve him…another moment, I hate him fer chosing his admirer thn me!! But, aft all, who am I to sae tht, rite??
Im sad. Depressed. Heart-broken.
Toooo much things hv happened.
I just regret whatever has happened.