play my favourite song.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

jLn hAr! rAyE

jLn hAr! rAyE

fuck it man!!!

now i understand lis's feeling w wretched computers!!!

mther fuckers!!

all my entries r gone.

sonofabitch!!

okie.

yest as usual, we had a blast.

ppl ard us was lyke laughing thier lungs out seeing us in baju kurung at e end of hari raye.

so?? i dun find it a fucking problem!!

seriously, esp those mats n minahs.

sebelum nak ketawe dkt kite, laugh at urself first.

such a disgrace!!

we had lots of fun.

e most kecohrable in e public.

attendance??

*fahimah

*lina

*lisa

*sak

*far

*anisa

*me

see..understand y i say kecohrable??

coz dere's fahimah!!

whah..

aniwaes, read lisa's blog if u wanna noe blog.

im sick n tired of tis stupid comp of mine!!

me, far, lis, sak

at cikgu rose's hse.we spent e longest at her hse. watching dvd "the black magic"

n at ms fatonah's hse.we eat, sleep, talk crap n having loads of sun.haha.

went out w lina todae.

go follow her interview at video ezy@simei mrt

den, mkn sutra@sakura

meet SAIYIDAH!!!

wheeeee~

miss her loads!!

whaha..

n we went to town since her sis tk jadi nak jumpe dier.

i hav her all by myself!!

hehs~

thts all fer todae.

my bro wanna use next.

stay tuned fer more~

Sunday, November 27, 2005

fOrTunAtE??

fOrTunAtE??

somehow, somewhat,

i feel tht i'm somehow fortunate.

in many ways, i shld sae.

i'm happy w e frens i have.

i used to misjudge dem.

but den again, i was wrong.

cant just judge ppl just lyke tht.

ermmm..

*grins~

went out w lina n fahms two daes straight.

as usual, we had a blast!!

on thurs, asked zee to follow me gogym.

lina den msg n ask gt any plans?

invite her over to gym.

fahms den msg n ask to calll her.

talked to her fer 1/2hr n was late to meet lina.

sorry babe.

all set n here we go, gym.

me n fahms in e toilet. 3 keling chicas

@ kfc having dinner.

fahms face cnt be seen.

haha.

sorry darrlink.

so, as i was saying,

we went to gym n zee do his workouts first.

me n lina sat, chatting in e toilet as we waited fer fahms.

as we began our workouts,

fahms gt tis instructor's attention.

meaning??

wateva fahms did, she get reminded nt to do it.

wen we cycling, we had gums on our mouths but fahms get told nt to

chew gum during workout.

it might choke us.

den, i took my camera n wanted to take few shots while doing rock-climbing.

i n lina took some shots but nth happens.

at e moment fahms holding e camera, she gt told off by e same instructor.

she also gt reminded nt to use those kind of shoes tht she's wearing

n use a towel all e tyme.

haha.

i kinda pity her.

same a s lina.

she's e onli one wearing tudung n gt told off 3 tymes.

same cool olwaes, dear.

haha.

we gt tired n went to e toilet n chit-chat.

e cleaner dere stare at us mcm kite ade hutang dgn dier gitu.

n so, we r tired n off to kfc.

had buddy meal n xtra 2 pcs wings fer 3 of us.

lots of craps n laughter dere.

we had lots to catch up, thts y.

on fri, we went to ecp.

intention was to cycling but den....

lazy so we enjoy e breeze dere.

we reallie enjoyed!!

i swear those were everlasting moments.

i miss fahms.

i miss lina.

i miss anisa too.

i lurve dem as much as i lurve myself.

*winks

Thursday, November 24, 2005

w!nDa!! ! m!sS u, mUkE pEpS!!

w!nDa!! ! m!sS u, mUkE pEpS!!

here are some of sweeeeet memories w winda.

oh..my hunky doory.

i misss u lots, babe!!

oppps.. i mean hunk!!

*wink

me n w!nDy.hUnKydOoRy

L!nY-fEeZy-w!nDy

pOsE fEr e cAmErA, pEePs!!

heHe..wAt r wE dO!n'??

! jUsT LuRvEeE t!s pHoTo..dEy wAs LaUgH!ng bEcOz of wE-KnOw-wHy..gEt !t??haha..!t'S oK!e~

eRmMm.. nO !dEa-

~pEnDekAr aNaK dArA LapOk~

LaStLy, k!sS!nG tYmE!!! wEeEee~heHs~
sO, wind darrling.remember, i'll alwaes b dere fer u no matter wad happens.thks fer everything.i'll alwaes keep e memories we had.either bitter or sweet.it doesnt matter.i lurve u, wind.yes.i do.(doesnt it sound familiar?? =) hehs~)

*dEm*

*dEm*

dere's one thing in my lyfe tht i treasure e most but no one cn see it thru me.

its *dem*

u noe who??

well, u gonna noe real soon.

i was blogging n i remebered sme of my photos in a cd w lina has burned it fer me.

i wanted to scan sme new pics but cnt find sme resources.

so...here r some old photos.

hope u dun mind.

haha.

it was taken last yr.

at lina's hse.

haha. w sme of lina's sister's caps on.it looks horrible on us esp me.

exchange caps. miss ur long hair, lini.haha.

wells, i gotta admit.u guys r e greatest.dere is no regret having u guys!!

wooohooo~hw abt tis??scary isnt it??or wasnt it???was it??

so lina n anisa, i noe we hav loads of fighting & arguments but i tynk it makes our bonds mre tighter & stronger, isnt it.weell, honestly, i cnt get u guys out of my mind wen we r in moment of silence.IN FACT, i missssss u guys!!!i reallie do.its neva a regret meeting u guys, k!!remember tht.no matter wat it takes.we will be 2gether.i promise.do u??coz i reallie do =)

Friday, November 18, 2005

fWeNs~ wHeR wErE u wEn ! nEeDeD u e mOst?!!

fWeNs~ wHeR wErE u wEn ! nEedEd u e mOst?!!

yes. wher were u wen ur fren needed u e most??

tynk..

n u shall tell me.

coz its heartbreaking wen ur fren needed u e most but... u weren't dere.

wher were u, my dear frens??

trying to kill me in silence??

oh..isnt tht wonderful??

to e ppl whom i msged but didnt get e reply coz u-hav-tons-of-reasons to tell me,

it's okaY!!

no worries.

coz i'll pray n my sweeet revenge shall reach u.

haha..

i just lurve sweeeeet revenge.

esp. to ppl who trying to put me in a grave

n shovel in deeeeeep down e hell.

btw, am i okay??

haha..

yes.

of course.

i am okay.

becoz of u, im okay.

tis does nt implies to lina, lisa or aisyah.

coz... dey r true fwens.

haha =)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

tO lOve & tO bE lOvEd...

tO lOve & tO bE lOvEd...

i hate myself fer loving u.

i hate myself fer breaking up w u.

i hate myself fer making u suffer n seeing me being happieee.

i hate myself fer ruin ur life.

i just hate myself.

i'm me.

its just me.

n i hate myself.

its great to love sumone.

its nice to be loved by sumone.

but which one do u prefer to hav??

to love??

to be loved??

i'm clueless.

n perhaps, u cld help me w dis??

but cld u reallie give me e right ans??

mayb i shldnt hav to be bothered by it.

cuz... i hate myself.

fer hurting sumone who loved me.

"i'm sorrie".

is all i cn sae.

cuz i cnt force my feelings to love u back.

i'm sorrie.

i just hate myself.

how i wish i cld love u back.

just like wad we used to be.

but i cnt.

i just cnt.

i'm sorrie fer cheating on u.

i said i cn but i just cnt.

its e feelings.

u cnt force ur feelings, arent u??

lets just be frens, i suppose?

cn we??

Thursday, November 10, 2005

!m LoSt fEr wErDs~

~!m LoSt fEr wErDs~

tOdAe's aDv!cE: rEaCh oUt fEr e nEeDy.

dere's reallie lots of stuffs i nd to sae but i jus dunno wher to begin.

all i cn sae...'im lost fer werds'.

thk god nth happen to me w my menses.

e doctor said tht my ultrasound was normal.

*pheeew

i was damn freakin scared b4 i enter e rm of hell.

i just dunno y but i guess i was over-reacting.

haha..

as usual, e doctor asked me to lose weight.

go fer dietician??

fer wad??

waste my momsy $$ onli.

dey kept repeating e same old stuffs but i still havnt changed my mind on following e diet plans

actualli,**sHhHh.. i am planing to lose weight.

i bought dese SLIMEXCELL fer detoxification 1st.

den followed by e FAT BURNER capsules.

i've tried it b4 n it werks on me.

i hope i cn follow my routine on exercising & e food plan.

fauzee has been a great help.

thks alot,zee.

i guess we had lots of fun in e hospital n @ tamp mall.

we r bunch of kraziieee fools.

i dun care abt wad ppl tinks of me but he does, sumtymes.

overall, WHO CARES!!!

i lurve e drums set @ tamp mall.

everytyme we go dere, we surely play onli tht.

its sooooo fun!!

kinda of tirin'

but...hey!! its worth it.

frm nw on, im gonna exercise frm 8-9pm @ ecp.

im alone but i think its a great idea.

**btw, wher r u wen i needed u guys most??**

dEtOx!fY,

LoSe wE!gHt,

lOoK gOoD,

fEeL gOoD!!

.....

gOd, hW cN sHe bE sOoOoOo f!nE~

pEt!tE,vOgUe, gOrgEoUs,dRoP dEaD

fAbUlOuS hA!r

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

stUp!d cOmp!!!

stUp!d cOmp!!!

finally i get to use tis comp back.

its killing me!!

wats e use of having a comp but cnt use??

tell me!!!

tell me!!

argh.

stupid, irritatng, freaking moron!!

well... let me tell u wat i hav been doin.

slackin @ home on weekdaes.

werk on weekends.

haiyah.

sooooo boring sak.

i'm so bored tht i cn feel im living in a kandang!!

yes. kandang.

kandang babi!!

its very hard fer me to go out even.

see la.

no more lyke last tyme.

now i was hoping mad fer sch re-open.

but... im afraid.

will i make it thru??

can i??

somebody answer me!!!

hehs~

i tynk i gt carried away sumtymes.

sorri.

its just me.