Saturday, November 12, 2005
tO lOve & tO bE lOvEd...
tO lOve & tO bE lOvEd...
i hate myself fer loving u.
i hate myself fer breaking up w u.
i hate myself fer making u suffer n seeing me being happieee.
i hate myself fer ruin ur life.
i just hate myself.
i'm me.
its just me.
n i hate myself.
its great to love sumone.
its nice to be loved by sumone.
but which one do u prefer to hav??
to love??
OR
to be loved??
i'm clueless.
n perhaps, u cld help me w dis??
but cld u reallie give me e right ans??
mayb i shldnt hav to be bothered by it.
cuz... i hate myself.
fer hurting sumone who loved me.
"i'm sorrie".
is all i cn sae.
cuz i cnt force my feelings to love u back.
i'm sorrie.
i just hate myself.
how i wish i cld love u back.
just like wad we used to be.
but i cnt.
i just cnt.
i'm sorrie fer cheating on u.
i said i cn but i just cnt.
its e feelings.
u cnt force ur feelings, arent u??
lets just be frens, i suppose?
cn we??