play my favourite song.

Friday, December 16, 2005

tHe s!mS

*tHe s!mS*

i enjoyed playing it.

*tHe s!mS*

hav u tried playing it b4??

its addictive.

ADDICTIVE!!

haha.

once i've started playing, i cnt stop.

n if im out, i'll hurried to get home n played it again & again.

gosh.

its hunting me nw.

so, wnt b writing a long post.

shaz called me n wish me good luck fer mondae.

(thks alot shaz!! i lurve u.)

yes.

RESULTS TYME,PPL!!

plz puh-lease... pray fer me,yea??

i need to go on to next yr..sec5

ohgod.

aku bermohon kepadamu, ya allah.

semoga aku dapat keperingkat seterusnya iaitu ke menengah 5.

tolonglah hambamu yang tidak seberapa ini, ya allah.

aku mohon kepadamu.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

saw II

sAw II

watched saw II yest w lina n anisa.

it wasnt scary at all.

but...it was freaking freaky n gross!!

read mua lips... GROSS!!

yes. dey said 'there will be blood'

yes.indeed.

THERE WILL B ALOT OF BLOOD!!

I HATE THT SHOW.

i meant it.

i bearly watched it.

usually, i'll sit in between of dem.

but....not yest.

i sat alone.

i mean bside anisa.

i simply dun understand wads e hell worng wif e killer.

y must he kidnapped those ppl n make deem suffer.

its either DIE OR ALIVE but u nd sacrifice some parts of ur body to save urselves.

i noe tht he wants dem to treasure life coz dey hav been enjoying life too much.

but, hey!! thts nt e way.

n i doesnt hav or got to do wif e killer.

haha.

i complaint soooo much tht i tynk i'll betta tok to e director.

it doesnt realli make sense wen u watched it.

but end of e show, u finaaly realised tht e killer is nt stupid.

he noes wads everyone has been up to.

he's well-preapred.

or shld i say she??

get it??

there was some parts i went on cry.

i was afraid.scared to death.

i just dunno y.

i was thinking wad would happened to me if i was e one whom he/she kidnapped.

wad would happen den??

until nw, iw asnt getting over it.

e voice n e face or e doll was scarry!!

it wa freaky!

oh god!!

my heartbeat beats real fast.

i'm such a scary cat.

haha.

me n anisa grabbed each others hand throughout e whole muvieee.

dare to watch it??

go on...n tell me soon,kays.

here's a short details abt e movie:

Jigsaw is back for more gory fun in SAW II, but this time he comes out from behind the mask to terrorize a troubled cop face-to-face.

Tobin Bell reprises his brief role as Jigsaw in the first film with a major starring turn in the sequel.

Dying of cancer, Jigsaw lets himself get caught, only to show Detective Eric Matthews (Donnie Wahlberg) that his son, Daniel (Erik Knudsen), has been taken hostage with seven other people, all of whom have been placed in a house of horrors with only the slimmest chance of escaping with their lives.

Jigsaw promises Matthews that Daniel will live only if the cop follows the rules of the game, but time is running out, as the captives' bodies have been poisoned with a toxin that will soon destroy them.

Meanwhile, in the dank, mysterious, booby-trapped house, the ever-more-desperate group of people (including Shawnee Smith, who is back as Amanda, the lone survivor of SAW) furiously try to find their connection to each other and a way out, but blood and violence lie in their path. Like its predecessor, SAW II is a frightening thriller filled with plenty of tricks and treats to satisfy even the most jaded horror fan.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

wad's wrong??

wAd'S wRoNg??

i kept wondering...

wats e fu*king hell wrong wif me.

ermmm...

dese r my frens.we took itlast yr.a nite at sentosa.e-one-who-nvr-fails-to-make-my-day-meaningful-everyday.but somehow, things doesnt go smoothly as it is suppose to b.sum of u may nt get it.thts gooood.coz i dun wanna tell u wads going on.wad's fucking hell wrong wif me??or.....was it tht it was fated to b??

tis is sooo buruk!!haha.we had fun.but at tymes, frens tht we hav arent suppose to b wif us.i just hang up on e fone(conference) w my loved ones.but does dey noe tht dey meant alot to me??do dey noe tht i'm crying everyday,prayed to GOD,asking fer our forgiveness n may we succeed in our lives,not separate us in any ways,cherish e love between us.do dey??i'm posting tis post coz i noe many ppl will read it.even her n her.i'm clueless.i dun noe whether i shld hide myself or show myself again.i'm in pain.no one fucking care abt it.so, y shld i care fer others.sheeeeesh.i cnt be acting tht way.i'll be called selfish.noooo.i just cnt.but my heart aches wen sumone ill-treated me.i just hate it!!understand!!HATE!!i just dunno how to express e way ppl treat me.i dun noe hw to say or wat to say.nis n fahms treat me like a princess.y cnt YOU!!u acted lyke i'm a basket full-of-shit inside it.u just dun noe n dun care abt my feeelings!!WHO AM I TO YOU??!!I SHALL SAY NO MORE.I WANNA SEE HW U TREAT ME AGIAN AFT U SEEING MY BLOG.we shall see.

nis & fahms: u guys hav been dere fer me throughtout my life living in tis world. thks alot. i hope we continue till e rest of our lives. i lurve u guys more thn anything else.

ex-dearies: we hav been through ups n downs. but no matter wad happens, u guys hav alwaes been in my special heart. cnt wait to see u guys soon. n SARAH!! come back soon,kays. we shall alwaes b united we stand, divided we fall. recognize tis phrase?? its frm oac la.

fadzil ,nabil ,hafizah ,nadirah ,luqman ,iskhandar ,haadi ,shaza & everyone else: get a job soon!! haha. broke is aa bad word. a bad bad word. so, get rid of it!! wish u guys all e best in lyfe n good luck fer ur results in 2 mths tyme??

fala ,fazly ,zahirah ,yaseer ,SHEENA ,boonhui ,malik ,linda ,ros ,benazir & e rest of my classmates: pray n insya allah, GOD will help us. see u guys on 19 oct'05. tht dae wil b e moment of truth fer us. hope to see each other again next yr!!

kakya,kakmuni,kakno: i missed u guys badly.

lina & anisa: i've got nth else to say abt us. sumtymes we're close, sumtymes we're nt. mayb i'm nt suppose to b w e two of u. wateva it is, we shall stick together lyke glue. nth in e world cld trade places w u guys =)

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

nEw sK!n

nEw sK!n

okie.

i'm pooped!

too furnished!

haha.

its soooo freaking hard to hav or get e ideal skin tht u intend or dream of having one.

all e hassle n all.

its soooo tiring.

well, i'm in lurve w hilary.

ever since i watched 'raise ur voice' movie.

she's awesome.

aft all thsoe acting since she was a kid, paids off.

yea. i used to like lindsay.

but she's toooo proud of herself.

sheeeeesh.

her acting is frm good to bad to worst.

she's turning into a SLUT!!

okie.

i gotta stop.

nitey nitex,ppl.

*yawn

Monday, December 12, 2005

stomachache

stomachache

Sunday, December 11, 2005

sheeeeesh

*sHeEeEeEeSh*

bored.

*yawn

cnt slp early fer past wks.

sheeeesh

alwaes woke up late.

usually its after noon.

momsy start her syarahan.

sheeeesh.

lina n anisa came shop.

at least i'm not alone.

shop is superrr busy.

sheeeeesh.

nak duduk makan pun tak senang.

den, saw khairil,azmir,deepan n dunno who outside shop seeing e menu.

invite dem in n told dem i will give discount if dey bought some pizzas.

n dey did.

thankieus~

i hate it wen these old ppl want to get fresh w young ladies.

it alwaes fall on me.

n mind u, its alwaes OLD MAN!!

sheeeeesh.

me get attracted to old ppl easily.

sheeeeesh.

irritating.

sum to buy pizza or to flirt w a fat n fugly lady sia??

cheeb*e!!

asked aidil to help me but he damn fucking moron.

try to escape.

n i hav to layan tht old mna.

y old man??

coz im fat n fugly which leaves no guys wanna get attracted to u, feeza.

haha.

its okie.

i dun wan guys nw, at these moment.

i had my frens n i'm not gonna let dem go becoz of guys.

frens came earlier in our lives thn our partners.

go....sheeeesh.

get lost,guys.

haha.

so, shall i rot myself at home??

or....sumone wil call ard noon to ask me out??

haha.

we shall see n i'll keep u inform,kays sweeetheart?!!

lurve u.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

nth much fer todae.

nTh mUcH fEr tOdAe,dEaR

ermmm. basically, went out again todae.

suppose to met nis n fahms.

but tht bitch, nis, gt sumone over.

jerald is his name.

i wasnt to happie abt it esp wen she didnt tell me.

but HEY!!

she's my fren.

n i dun care.

i told u i dun give a damn abt anitink anymre,rite.

so ya, i dun mind at all.

sat at mCcafe fer lyke one hr den ilyasa,farhan,fuad n danial came.

dey went too tOpMaN to buy some shirts.

so, yea. we sat dere again.

each one has their own iPoD nano or mini.

me?? sheeesh. a normal mP3 player.

well, gonna but real soon as soon as zee gt werk.

hehs

so, went to werk aft fahms came.

she's late coz she has tuition.

so, yea. SARPINOS, here i cum.

dad wasnt at werk once i reached.

gt to hoooray.

haha

order beef kway tiow but gt kerang instead.

sheeeesh.

bastard.

ahmad n ali kept teasing me abt FAUZEE.

dey gt to know abt me n him.

bitch.

n also FAHMI.

wth??

fahmi?? sheeeesh.

i wonder y till ahmad told me tht fahmi olwaes ask abt me wen im nt werkin.

wth??

i noe dey r jokin.

coz i hope so dey r.

dey dad came ard 6pm coz he went to e simei one.

did expenses den fone start ringing!!

ohoh..its a busy dae fer me.

so...dere wher i wil be spending every weekends at.

cnt wait fer my pay!!!

i'm freaking BROKE!!

sheesh.

olryte den.

gonna eat some grapes.

weeehooo.

wanna join??

*wink

Friday, December 09, 2005

nEw mE???

nEw mE???

i've changed.thts wat ppl said.i've been quiet.y am i like tht??coz i did sme thinking.obviously wen u think, u'll keep quiet,rite??so, yes.i missed e old tymes w me n *dem*e krazieee tymes.e happie tymes.i'm sorrie if i ever offend anione of u out dere.i dun give a damn abt anithink animore.coz accourding to my frens, i'm very SENSITIVE.SO, BE IT.i'm nt refering to u,lina.well, i just hope tht ourfrenship cld last fereva??haha.tht sound soooo childsh to me.but its true.to nis n fahms, i lurved u guys more thn u cls imagine.joe, cld u like be free sum tymes??its sooo freaking hard to meeet u.den u wil salah kan ako lak.hate u *winkhaha.well, till we met again??booo.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

bArOn'S bEeR

bArOn'S bEeR

qUiCk!!!
turn to pg 15 of 07 dec'05 newspaper.

see tht baron's beer advertisement?

check out tht body!!

haha.

tht was my sis bf's body.

fuyooo..

arent u freaking jealous of tht macho body of his??

i am!!

well, enuff of e crap.

happie jelousing!!!(is dere a such werd??)

cRy!nG~

cRy!nG~

todae is a crying dae fer me.

sumtymes i wonder y those happie moments hav to end sooo fast.

GOD is reallie testing me.

i hate it!!

in fact, i hate him!!

but, i'm here, writing tis entry all becoz of him.

he's one-in-a-zillion.

i'm thankful to him to let me live n have lots n different kinds of opportunity.

thank you, ALLAH.

i miss my old self.

i miss e kraziee, bubbly, happy-go-lucky me.

y does tht great attitude of mine is gone??

coz frens plays a part in our secondary lives.

liked i said, dey r wonderful living thing on earth!!

but at e same tyme, dey kills.

dey hurt ur feelings deeply.

dey slash ur heart lyke a piece of meat.

dey cn create unwanted things to u in just 1sec.

but, u wnt notice coz to u, dey r e light of ur life.

y am i being so sentimental n emotional??

coz of my frens.

family.

cuzzins.

teachers.

everyone ard mi.

i used to hate myself.

my life.

but, no more.

no longer!!!

coz nth is gonna upset me animore!

yes, i will cry if anithink bad happens to mi.

coz tht makees me feel betta.

n dun u tell me nt to cry.

fu*k off n mind ur own business.

i have my own lifestyle.

so do u.

respect it.

n it shall rspect u.

frens: u may tynk i'm happie but if ur reallie a true fren, look into me, see e real me n understand me. if u tynk u cnt do tht, den...stay away frm me. i dun need frens lyke u who backstabbed e person who trust u n stand by u~ b.i.t.c.h

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

LaZy..hEhs~

LaZy..hEhs~

im tooo lazy to write any entry todae.

some other day perhaps??

sorrie.

hehs

Saturday, December 03, 2005

mOnEy!!!

mOnEy!!!

it sucks wen u had a tight budget!!

freaking tight!!!

coz i didnt noe at first whether i wanna go prom.

so, i had spent all my money on funkies.

junkies!!

ohman!!

nw, i had to suffer.

OH OKIE PPL.

I'M NOT GONNA SUPRISE U ANIMORE.

COZ I HAD TO PUT UP MY POST.

N I CNT POSSIBLY HIDE IT FRM ANIONE ANIMORE.

SO, IF U HAPPENS TO READ MY BLOG, SHHHHH..

DUN TELL ANIONE ABT THIS,K??

i will b gg to prom.

well, after all, i cnt busted lina aft she bought hers stuff,rite.

i wnt b telling u wat i'll b wearing.

i bought at pp,dorothy perkins.

lina bought at marina,dunno wad's e shop name.

both r super expensive,mind u.

sooo...its been 3 daes we hav been hunting.

i've been on some sort of diet.

but not strictly coz its not well-planned.

ermmm..tmr shall go out again.

buy some xcessories n bag n tis yr's expenditure is ......

guess..

$300 bucks.

bitch

fu*k.

haha

well, its okie.

since its a prom aft all.

hope no one wears e same as mine or lina.

or else, its hell-of-a-tyme!!

haha.

tired n gtg.

cya, chubawamba~

Thursday, December 01, 2005

pRoM??

pRoM?!!

everyones talking abt it.

dey cnt wait.

but me??

i hate tht word.

i reallie do.

we hav to go n do all kinds of trouble n spend loads of cash fer just one nite.

i hate prom.

i hate dinner n dance.

i hate it very much.

havnt make e decision yet.

whether to go or nt to go??

LINA!!!!

i need u!!

ohgod.

tis is my worst nitemare!!

hw??

ermmm...

on e first thought, i seriously aint goin.

but on e second thought, its my last prom nite i'll b going in my teens lyfe.

but, tynk abt it??

last yr, i spent bloody $600 on prom's thingy.

excluding 6 tickets, madam.

yes!!!

see y i gt so fu*cked up w prom??

i'll b broke if i'll go prom tis yr.

unless, i met some loaded bfs.

haha.

thts just nt me.

ermm.. want shall i do nw??

shld i or shldnt i go??

spoke to zee todae abt prom.

told him i'll be broke to hell if i'll go prom.

wen looked into his eyes, i saw smth which made me dun wanna tok abt it.

he was thinking hard.

y?? to get $$ fer me, dumb ass!!

he felt so guilty fer nt having e $$.

but hey!!

its isnt his fault.

i felt worst!!

i hate myself fer telling him.

ohgod!!

y cnt i lurve him back n cherish him lyke wad i used to??

y do my feelings hav to change fer him??

lina told me he is a nice guy.

anisa told me he is a good guy.

fahms told me he is a great guy.

chief told me he is one-in-a-million guy.

everyone dotes him!!

y cldnt i??

i cnt bear seeing him suffer while im enjoying.

does anyone noes hws e feeling??

it sux!!

it reaaliie does.

watever it is, i dun tynk i wanna go.

its nt abt e money.

its abt e heart.

whether it is willing to go or to let go.

we shall see.