Wednesday, December 14, 2005
wad's wrong??
wAd'S wRoNg??
i kept wondering...
wats e fu*king hell wrong wif me.
ermmm...
dese r my frens.we took itlast yr.a nite at sentosa.e-one-who-nvr-fails-to-make-my-day-meaningful-everyday.but somehow, things doesnt go smoothly as it is suppose to b.sum of u may nt get it.thts gooood.coz i dun wanna tell u wads going on.wad's fucking hell wrong wif me??or.....was it tht it was fated to b??
tis is sooo buruk!!haha.we had fun.but at tymes, frens tht we hav arent suppose to b wif us.i just hang up on e fone(conference) w my loved ones.but does dey noe tht dey meant alot to me??do dey noe tht i'm crying everyday,prayed to GOD,asking fer our forgiveness n may we succeed in our lives,not separate us in any ways,cherish e love between us.do dey??i'm posting tis post coz i noe many ppl will read it.even her n her.i'm clueless.i dun noe whether i shld hide myself or show myself again.i'm in pain.no one fucking care abt it.so, y shld i care fer others.sheeeeesh.i cnt be acting tht way.i'll be called selfish.noooo.i just cnt.but my heart aches wen sumone ill-treated me.i just hate it!!understand!!HATE!!i just dunno how to express e way ppl treat me.i dun noe hw to say or wat to say.nis n fahms treat me like a princess.y cnt YOU!!u acted lyke i'm a basket full-of-shit inside it.u just dun noe n dun care abt my feeelings!!WHO AM I TO YOU??!!I SHALL SAY NO MORE.I WANNA SEE HW U TREAT ME AGIAN AFT U SEEING MY BLOG.we shall see.
nis & fahms: u guys hav been dere fer me throughtout my life living in tis world. thks alot. i hope we continue till e rest of our lives. i lurve u guys more thn anything else.
ex-dearies: we hav been through ups n downs. but no matter wad happens, u guys hav alwaes been in my special heart. cnt wait to see u guys soon. n SARAH!! come back soon,kays. we shall alwaes b united we stand, divided we fall. recognize tis phrase?? its frm oac la.
fadzil ,nabil ,hafizah ,nadirah ,luqman ,iskhandar ,haadi ,shaza & everyone else: get a job soon!! haha. broke is aa bad word. a bad bad word. so, get rid of it!! wish u guys all e best in lyfe n good luck fer ur results in 2 mths tyme??
fala ,fazly ,zahirah ,yaseer ,SHEENA ,boonhui ,malik ,linda ,ros ,benazir & e rest of my classmates: pray n insya allah, GOD will help us. see u guys on 19 oct'05. tht dae wil b e moment of truth fer us. hope to see each other again next yr!!
kakya,kakmuni,kakno: i missed u guys badly.
lina & anisa: i've got nth else to say abt us. sumtymes we're close, sumtymes we're nt. mayb i'm nt suppose to b w e two of u. wateva it is, we shall stick together lyke glue. nth in e world cld trade places w u guys =)