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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
wad's wrong??
wAd'S wRoNg??


i kept wondering...
wats e fu*king hell wrong wif me.
ermmm...
dese r my frens.
we took itlast yr.
a nite at sentosa.
e-one-who-nvr-fails-to-make-my-day-meaningful-everyday.
but somehow, things doesnt go smoothly as it is suppose to b.
sum of u may nt get it.
thts gooood.
coz i dun wanna tell u wads going on.
wad's fucking hell wrong wif me??
or.....was it tht it was fated to b??
tis is sooo buruk!!
haha.
we had fun.
but at tymes, frens tht we hav arent suppose to b wif us.
i just hang up on e fone(conference) w my loved ones.
but does dey noe tht dey meant alot to me??
do dey noe tht i'm crying everyday,prayed to GOD,
asking fer our forgiveness n may we succeed in our lives,
not separate us in any ways,
cherish e love between us.
do dey??
i'm posting tis post coz i noe many ppl will read it.
even her n her.
i'm clueless.
i dun noe whether i shld hide myself or show myself again.
i'm in pain.
no one fucking care abt it.
so, y shld i care fer others.
sheeeeesh.
i cnt be acting tht way.
i'll be called selfish.
noooo.
i just cnt.
but my heart aches wen sumone ill-treated me.
i just hate it!!
understand!!
HATE!!
i just dunno how to express e way ppl treat me.
i dun noe hw to say or wat to say.
nis n fahms treat me like a princess.
y cnt YOU!!
u acted lyke i'm a basket full-of-shit inside it.
u just dun noe n dun care abt my feeelings!!
WHO AM I TO YOU??!!
I SHALL SAY NO MORE.
I WANNA SEE HW U TREAT ME AGIAN AFT U SEEING MY BLOG.
we shall see.



nis & fahms: u guys hav been dere fer me throughtout my life living in tis world. thks alot. i hope we continue till e rest of our lives. i lurve u guys more thn anything else.

ex-dearies: we hav been through ups n downs. but no matter wad happens, u guys hav alwaes been in my special heart. cnt wait to see u guys soon. n SARAH!! come back soon,kays. we shall alwaes b united we stand, divided we fall. recognize tis phrase?? its frm oac la.

fadzil ,nabil ,hafizah ,nadirah ,luqman ,iskhandar ,haadi ,shaza & everyone else: get a job soon!! haha. broke is aa bad word. a bad bad word. so, get rid of it!! wish u guys all e best in lyfe n good luck fer ur results in 2 mths tyme??

fala ,fazly ,zahirah ,yaseer ,SHEENA ,boonhui ,malik ,linda ,ros ,benazir & e rest of my classmates: pray n insya allah, GOD will help us. see u guys on 19 oct'05. tht dae wil b e moment of truth fer us. hope to see each other again next yr!!

kakya,kakmuni,kakno: i missed u guys badly.

lina & anisa: i've got nth else to say abt us. sumtymes we're close, sumtymes we're nt. mayb i'm nt suppose to b w e two of u. wateva it is, we shall stick together lyke glue. nth in e world cld trade places w u guys =)