Tuesday, January 31, 2006
eating disorder
tht is wat i'm facing now.
Sunday, January 29, 2006
as i look at e pictures,
neither i wan to shut my eyes nor sleep.
it happens so fast..
tht neither of us could REALLY enjoy e GOOOD feeeling.
STOP SNATCHING AWAY ALL MY HAPPINESS IN LIFE.
BE FAIR.
HAVE YOURS.
LET ME HAVE MINE.
BE EQUAL.
Friday, January 27, 2006
with nisa & shaza,
i can....
talk'. bitch. gossip'. laugh. drink. eat. comment. lie. smile. sit. stand. run. play hide&seek.
at PARKWAY MACDONALDS & STARBUCKS.
but... sadly, lina&anisa cldnt join.
if not, its TRIPLE FUN!!!
i'm lovin' it~
Thursday, January 26, 2006
SENTOSA
WENT TO SENTOSA.
we had lotsa fun!!
reallie FUN!!
wooohoooo
enjoyed to e core.
but now.....
my body aches.
badly.
i wanna scream!!
or shall i sit at e massage chair??
ohhhh..
it feels sooo GREAT!!
nis & shaz: thks fer e FUCKING great day!!!
from having dinner to mac to having deserts at starbucks!!!
wooohooo.
shall upload e pics soon,love.
love u,dear.
*muahhhh
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i need my VITAMIN C.
nis, shaz, lina, anis, sam, yan, yazid.
ali, aidil, zamri, ahmad, fahmi, zaidi.
full-stop.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*m!sSsS
*m!sSsS
i've been working hard.
haha
working at dad's place la.
since last week, i've worked everydae except for only 1 day off.
ermmm.. i'm happy for it actually.
BUT..nis & shaz is nt working!!
=(
tht means dey are free all e tyme!!!
wen i'm free, dey not free..
when i'm busy working, dey free!!
NOT FAIR!!
okay. i shall control myself.
muahaha.
kesian aidil sakit 2 hari.
*sob..sob*
haha.
wat was tht suppose to mean,feeza!!!
muahahah
hav been working wif ali.
its a pleasure.
thks,ali.
dad has been teaching do loads of stuff.
sampai pinggang mcm nak pecah.
*sick
havent been going out w lina & anis fer quite some tyme.
woah...
tis is e longest i guess.
i MISS dem like *fark!!
haha.
so, puh-lease ring me up,kays lovely dolls.
=)
i have a PLAN.
SENT us TO the world of SA.
haha
get it??
focus only e capital letters.
if u wanna join, puh-lease come along.
e more, e merrier.
haha
SHAZAWANI!!
NURUL NISA!!!
*muahhhh
u guys make me smile all day.
haha.
u noe y,rite??
btw, u gus are bloody BIATCHES!!
suppose to call me 2 days straight but NEVER!!
bloody biatches!!
muahahahaha
love u guys to e bits,man!!
(i'm lying)
hahahahahahah
btw, i'm super hyper today.
and.. i want to be tht way everyday~
*smiles
Monday, January 23, 2006
Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
*ms SHAZAWANI & my sarpinos CREW reallie brightens up my day no matter how sucked my day could be...
*muuaaahhhh
Thursday, January 19, 2006
if u farking hate me,
den tell me straight!
coz i hate FARKING liars!!!!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
had toooo much fun.
head pains strikes me now.
good nite.
slp tight.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
*ms prom
*mS pRoM
haha.
ever wonder y i kept saying these??
haha.
its my dirty little secret.
ermmm... or was it e sarpino's little secret.
its abt me la.
i lend my camera to zaidi n ali.
dey hav to take some shots when ali gt an accident.
so, i lend mine w/o remebering anything.
aidil: "wah... gi prom sey org tu..."
me: confused, puzzled
zaidi: eh, introduce ako dgn lina la.
esp bile dier pakai dress.
jambu siol.
me: if she wants u!!ahahahaha
EH!! SINCE WEN KAO NAMPAK DIER PAKAI DRESS??
zaidi: dkt prom la. camera kao...
me: ohhhh shit!!!
u mean u guys saw e whole list of pictures!!
*fark!!
aidil: prom prom prom
me: *blushed
(mine u, i look fugly & fat on a black silky dorothy perkin dress)
me: *heart beating fast
aidil: jambu sey org tu.
sexy ulak tu.
gerek sey ade prom zaman skarang...
me: *ashamed
i was speeechless at tht point of tyme.
haha.
dey continously brag abt my prom.
wtf*
esp aidil.
but,wadeva la.
i just go w e flow.
haha.
if u cnt beat dem, join dem.
mr adidil called me mrs prom la.
ms prom la.
ms black dress la.
but e thing tht i'm ashamed of was abt my cleavage.
e dress cn reallie show a person's cleavage!!
esp wen u hav big breasts of cupHH.
haha.
ever heard of it??
if not, go & try n see.
my make up sucks if u use a flash.
or was it reallie sucks?!!
aidil: i promise i'll bring u to my next prom,kays??
since u wanna use ur tuxedo so much.
only if u're nt married yet.
Monday, January 16, 2006
lonely
somehow, somewher, i miss my old frens.
back at ngee ann primary.
aisyah, aisha, naza, ain, amalina, fairuz, alifah, aqilah, faridah..
& loads more.
i reallie miss dem.
but..but
i dunno whether am i missed by dem??
*lonely
Sunday, January 15, 2006
tHuRsDaE...
tHuRsDaE...
wad n thurs was an outing dae fer me.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
lina
lina dahling.
i wan e pictures!!
wahhhh....
=(
btw, *ALI had an accident.
hope ure okay,dear.
aiyo. how cld dere be no first aid at shop??
pity him.
have a good rest.
tmr wil b boring w/o u at shop.
wish me all e best at shop,kays.
haha.
takecare~
lurve u.
*ALI IS MY GREATEST FREN AT WERK.
nth more.
Friday, January 13, 2006
-cHaNg!nG tYmE-
-cHaNg!nG tYmE-
its tyme fer me to change myself.
new year,
new hairstyle,
new body,
e new me.
everything's gotta change.
i promise u.
how do i do it??
its none of ur busineesss.
btw, my bdae is less thn 2 mths.
so, SAVE UP!!!.
haha.
*evil smile
Thursday, January 12, 2006
sOrR!eEe
sOrR!eEe
sorrrie ppl.
no post fer todae.
shall tell u more tmr.
waiting a call frm fau.
weeeeeee~
i miss him like hell.
meeeting him tmr.
shall go shopping aft his pay.
finally i get to spent his money!!
muahahaha.
tht is sooo evil of me.
but its okay wad.
i've alwaes e one spending money fer e both of us.
okie la.
i gtg.
stomachache.
wanna go berak.
care to join me??
hahahaha
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
<...bUs r!dEs...>
<...bUs r!dEs...>
long bus rides sure DO make us sleeepy.
just lyke wad happened to me 2dae.
its farking sleepy.
esp wen u're hearing to mp3.
wif ur fav songs in it.
*woah
so, let me go an cuddle myself to sleep,kays.
e weather is soo fine.
its super duper great.
aiyo.
sleeeeeeeeeepy.
sloooooooppy.
*nitey nite.*
slp tight.
my love for you is like woah.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
selamat hari raya aidiladha
selamat hari raya haji to all.
i'm hungry.
i wanna eat biscuit w asam pedas.
its delicious
*yum
Monday, January 09, 2006
farking*
fArK!nG*
its farking irritating wen u're working & flu pays a visit fer u.
shit man.
todae is farking busy at shop.
its farking hell working wen u're sick & shop is busy.
farking busted.
i neeeed....
*hint hint* anyone??
care to love me fer a while??
puh-lease sumone!!!
i'm farking sick!!
in a farking busy shop!!
its lyke hell!!
gosh.
tmr is e interview at metro ard 10am and im not in bed.
ohgod!!
hope im not gonna be sick.
i wannnna look good fer any interview.
so, 11 jan'06 wil b e nursing interview.
aiyo.
first, no course.
den, all ask to cum fer interview.
well, its just an interview.
dunnno wil get in or nt.
i wanna go skwel!!
i misssss skwel.
ohgod, puh-lease let me in.
esp nursing course.
please god.
YA ALLAH, KAU LAH YG MAHA BESAR!!
aidil: relax,kays. every work wil hav stress. u dun tynk abt it soooo much. hope to see e funky & crazy-go-lucky aidil again. haha. love u.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
sEe tHrOuGh mY eYeS, sWeEeEtHeArt!!
sEe tHrOuGh mY eYeS, sWeEeEtHeArt!!
can i say tht LOVE is e painful word eva??
*sign
especially wen tht person doesnt seeem to care.
haha.
do i look desperate enuff??
sheeeeesh.
no la.
i'm kinda stress.
abit.
no worries.
i shld be okay.
just pray fer me,kays??
haha.
hey, you!!
e hot guy who rode a black scrambler.!!
puh-lease see rite through my eyes.
or else,
make me sway.
u've driving me crazy, sweeeeeeetheart.
haha.
*heartbroken
Saturday, January 07, 2006
love it.
LoVe !t...
i just lurve this phrase.
pardon me if i'm tooo open or has offended u in any way.
if yes, fark off!!
Friday, January 06, 2006
<<....mAc, sEaS!dE, bOwL!ng...>>
<<....mAc, sEaS!dE, bOwL!ng...>>
east coast park was e best thing in s'pore besides sentosa.
seriously.
esp wen it comes to nite tyme.
ohhhh....such a romantic environment w e lights off all e beaches.
its not as if i went w a bf or a guy.
doesnt hav to,rite??
so, went out at ard 8.30pm.
suppose to meet anisa w HIS BROTHER but she lied.
it was w lina too.
head to ecp mcdonalds.
bought take-aways & headed to e bitch.
haha.
i mean beach.
as i said, it was such a romantic nite.
haha.
gurls nite out??
yup.
so, after eating, we decided to play pool but went fer bowling instead.
sheeeeeeesh.
decisions, decisions.
so, played bowling & it was a nitemare.
haha.
we did very badly.
haha.
throwing balls w two hands, lancing2 & give confidence to each other.
but still, our scores were e greatest!!(im lying,obviously)
so, sit back & enjoy.
cheers~
cheers~
Thursday, January 05, 2006
fReaK!ng !rR!tAt!ng
fReaK!ng !rR!tAt!ng
it is freaking irritating when u r in my situation.
u dunno wher u r heading to.
nor knowing wat to do next.
it is FREAKING IRRITATING!!
gosh..
life cn be sooo confusing at tymes.
it cn be soo unfair at tymes.
i'm stuck & feeling soo confused.
hey!!
dun worry, i'm strong!!
and i shall always stay strong.
its just tht i'm pouring my feelings at my blog.
cldnt i just do tht??
sheeeeesh.
some ppl are sooooo kpo.
just fark off la,kays!!
went out w kakno to suntec.
SUPPOSE to buy some tops & bottom.
but... ended up buyinng smth else which is nt important.
ermmmm...my pay gonna finish soon.
im dead meat.
i've most spent my $$$ on unnecessary items.
300 bucks is never enuff fer me.
sheeeeeeesh.
i hav to start on some savings.
havnt pay my bills.
oh god!!
i'm so dead.
shall go ite simei tmr w kakno.
hav to.
or else, i dun hav sch wen sch re-open.
life sucks.
however, i shall breathe in & out, & relax.
god is very fair.
*heartbroken
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
hApP!eE nEw yEaR!!
hApP!eE nEw yEaR!!
its been weeks since e last i update.
sorry.
i've been either busy nor having computer problems.
its just tht i've been terribly disturbed.
dun bother asking me why or wat happened.
btw, hApP!eE nEw yEaR to all.
thks to all e ppl who has been my side fer e year 2005.
it would be an endless list if i note everyone's name who has been a great help.
so if u hav been a great help to norhafeeza bte md yusof, thks.
thank you very much.
i appreciate all e help.
as i was saying, life sucked at e moment.
seroiusly.
frm getting n levels result to applying at ite to ite interview to getting e results to not successful!!
wtf*
i'm completely utterly disappointed.
plz dont talk to me abt ite.
or anything tht gt to do w my life.
just dun!!
mom has been more pain in e ass.
i hate it.
she just couldnt understand my feelings??
or wat??
wen i gt to know e results fer my application at ite, it was a nitemare!!
i knew very weelll tht she will put a fu*king sour face & start her nagging.
yes.
i understand tht moms DO nag.
but if u dun noe my mom, dun interfere.
just SHUT UP & GO AWAY!!
kakno gave me encouraging words.
lina too.
sheeena too.
thks.
but whom do i need the most in my life??
its suppose to be my MOM!!
but, she just couldnt understand her own daughter.
ohgod.
why was my life sooo unfair??
everything happens within tht tyme.
i wasnt given a chance at all.
yA ALLaH!!
do i rreaali deserve tis shit??
no one cares abt my fucking life!!
i'm sooooooo fucking frustrated!!!
disappointed!!
angry!!
petrified!!!
all kinds of feelings rush into me.
no one fucking CARE abt me.
life is seriously unfair!!
but.... i hav to be patient.
i hav to accept all kinds of things tht has happened to me.
god is fair.
very fair.
so, i shall wait fer my luck to come.
puh-lease, god.
i need u.
help me get into e nursing course by all means.
i neeed it.
as much as i neeed u.
so, puh-leaseeee ALLAH, plz grant my wish to come true.
puh-lease.
i beg u.
and to my colleagues,
THKS A MILLION!!
U GUYS HAV NVR FAILS TO MAKE ME HAPPIE AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF MY TYME AT WORK!!
LURVE U GUYS TO BITS!!
aidil, ali, ahmad, fahmi, zamri & zaidi.
and esp my dad.
e owner of e shop.
SARPINO'S PIZZERIA just rawks!!!
haha.
thks a lot!!
*hugs
*signs.