Monday, February 20, 2006
meninggal.
went to death ceremony.
my mom's sister's husband's, sister's husband passed away today morning.
gee. get it??
heh~
went with my mom&dad.
dad went back early so left me & mom.
luckily, kakay, kano & nenek came with another car.
*pheeew.
we came & salam whoever is ther & sit.
its quite stuffy & sempit.
and thers only ONE FAN.
gee. cn you imagine how hot we all were??
all of us did some talking but not as noisy as pasar.
but aft tht, bapakca(my aunt's husband) scolded us fer talking laoudly & not respecting e soul.
gee.
tht was nonsense la.
but, we all just kept quite.
e ustaz or e one who has to bath e jenazah, came out n started scolding us too.
i didnt know much coz tht was my first tyme witness orang meninggal.
i just listened to wateva he said & respect him coz he knows abt ugama more thn myself.
it was all e ladies inside e house.
e guys hav to stay outside.
both gender cannot mix.
so, most of dem cried while seeing e dead body being wrap n all.
i didnt cried at all coz e relation between me&him wasnt close.
but i do meet him b4 and all.
he died of last stage cancer.
doctor told my aunt tht he has only 2 mths to live & thts it.
no operations, no medication.
its e last stage, mind you.
sitting on e floor toooooo long kills my legs and YOURS TOO!!
haha.
sakit sey..
so, anyway, aft seeing sooo many ppl cried, i fellt two tears rolled down my fat cheeks.
it just happens without me understanding why.
somehow, i felt its tyme fer me to learn more abt my religon.
i need to noe more & understand deeper.
even aft e syarahan, on sunday, gave me a slight effect.
i wanna go more off syarahan & attending courses.
im going ite & taking part-time o's.
wheeee~
GEREK!!
hah.
okay la.
thts all folks.
i'm tired.
*nite