play my favourite song.

Friday, March 31, 2006

nadia

someone add me at friendster.

i was wondering who as i was looking through her picture when i shouted

"NADIA??!!" (zam's ex)

i dun understand wat was tht for but however joy filled in me.

she is sooo pretty & elegant man!!

and dont forget tht she's very friendly.

reaalllie.

she's unlike some other stupid minahs who stare at me when come to MY shop!!

we shake hands & did some talkings.

man~ she was a hell of a laydee!!
how i envy her!!

haha-

i'm reallie getty sick&tired werking at sarpinos.

if not becoz of my sugar candy, aidil & zam, i would have left e place long time ago.

my dad is giving me high blood pressure at times.

arrrghhh!!

its frustrating laaa.

shall stop & off to bed.

head spinning like fuck!!!

ROAR!!

and mood-swings, puh-leave leave me alone.

i dont wanna have you in meee.

leave me, puh-lease??!!

p.s: tmr's pay day!!

yeee-haaa!!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

confused

i'm just confused abt my life.

my working life.

my school life.

confused. confused.

so, my sugar candy, puh-lease forgive me.

i'm sorry for being paranoid & inconsiderate.

i just..

wanna...

tell you that..

i love you.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

day was spent reallie well.

YEE-HAA!!

me,yazid,sam,yan,shaz outside kallang mac.

view from outside esplanade.

she's my lesbian partner!!haha-

so, my day was spent well.superb in fact.went for lunch with yazid, sam, yan, & shaz.oh booy!!we had a great tyme!!we laugh&laugh till our stomach burst.it was great.seriously.

went to esplanade with shaz.ask whether is ther any vacancies at mrs.fields but nooope.ther isnt.so, instead, we went around e world.haha.we went to marina, esplanade, millenia, city hall.we walked till our feet are killing us.so, to rest our feets, we went to STARBUCKS!!!gosh-we missss sTARbucks like fark!!HAHA.
so, tmr shall call e supervisor of mrs.fields at paragon.i cn only work morning shifts.afternoon shifts at SARPINOS!!i aint gonna leave that fun work place,man!!

mr horny guy, abg long (aidil) !!

abg long & abg ngah challenging in "making e faster pizzas!!"

abg ngah's (ahmad) side view.

pizza time!!+ =
mEsSy cOuNtEr + dIsOrgAn!sEd wOrK pLaCe = mE!!! hYpEr&cRaZy wOmAn

btw, everywher we go, ppl has e thought of me&shaz are lesbians!!haha.yeppp.just becoz we holded hands doesnt mean we are one,rite??wells, its their problems anywher.we just continue holding hands..
me&shaz miss our HOT CHICK!!babe!!we hope to see you sooon!!
OUR BELOVED HOT CHICK!!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

ahmad.

by making seeing you everyday, melts my heart real good.

*much love

one more minute to go...

HAPPIE 17th BURFDAY JOE!!

all e best in your future endeavous.
may you be blessed with happiness & all.
takecare-

Saturday, March 25, 2006

stupid fone.

motorola v3 sucks laaa.

seriously.

its sucking my blood real good.

e fone is connected wif e usb cable tapi e "mobile is not connected" says e program!!

wtf??

bloody hell-

irritating laaa.

i took many pictures at my fone.

but cannot upload.

*cheebye-

haha

sorry for e vulgar words.

anyways, werk is fun & hilarious to e core.

i love SARPINOS CREW forever, man!!
haha-

you should see how happening it is at werk.

YOU SHOULD.

den you noe.

haha.

nothing could trade wif my life at sarpinos.

esp wif bag long, abg ngah & abg teh is ther.

haha.

i just love them!!!

i need a new fone, people!!

Thursday, March 23, 2006

fauzee

my ex entered my life again after i fall for someone else now.

its a shitty feeling-

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

bunny died.

12/02/2004 - 22/03/2006

she's been my listening ear.

she's been my walking stick.

she's been my sunshine under the rain.

she's been my coat when it's winter.

she' HAS BEEN PART OF MY LIFE.

she's away now.

i cnt imagine how my life gonna be without bunny everyday.

each time i woke up, i'll call "BUNNY~ BUNNY~!!"

now, she's dead & so am i.

"eh, bunny dah mati laaa.

bangun!! tgk bunny!!!" shouted mom.

everyone in the family woke p at 7.34am just to see whether is tht the truth or not.

but well, she is dead.

she's gone & left us with all the precious memories.

memories tht shall be kept in our hearts deeeply.

we love you, bunny.

i love you, bunny.

i will always will.

may peace be upon you-

*sobsob..

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

if my love for you is blind-

how could i make it see for you??

puh-lease hold me tight-

coz only your love makes me feeel high.

MARY ANN makes me laugh when seeing her face.

she makes me go crazy when she talks.

she'll make MY STOMACH BURST when she cracks jokes.

thts wad makes me love her.

*wink-

so, yesterday day was spent well.

it was great, in fact.

meeeting my wonderful frens always brighten up my day.

haha-

so, meet nis and went to straightened our hair.

den, meet schoolgirl shaz.

headed to town.

meet mary ann.

eat ljs "PAMPER ME MEAL".

sent shaz to work & three of us watched DATE MOVIE.

nis was forced by us.

heh-

DATE MOVIE is really hilarious.

damn funny & lame.

esp sitting with two of my crazy frens.

haha-

we did make e environment in e cinema more LIVELY.

haha.

i bet ppl are cursing us for being soooo inconsiderate at times.

mary ann & me watched our 2nd movie.

"YOURS MINE, OURS."

its really goood.

a must watch!!

daddy is sick.

i pity him laaa.

working sooo hard.

haiz-

i just wish i could somehow help him.

*sigh-

now i noe why i'm soooo MOODY & having BAD MOOD-SWINGS for e past few days.

haha-

i had my menses.

nis said maybe its starting to regulate.

coz i always have to consume pills to make me have it.

but now, i have it naturally.

haha.

so, went to gym with sis.

had only 30mins exercise coz its heavy flow.

my cramps are seriously KILLING ME!!!

its been two days straight & it still hurts.

*ouch-

my honey muffin makes me hyper every morning.

with his sweeeet heavenly msgs.

i feeeel like i'm in loooovvvveeee.

haha.

enjoy the pictures for now*

nis look farking gorgeous with her straight hair.dont she??*smiles

Sunday, March 19, 2006

my brain is cracking.

coz i dun have an off day this week??

*giggles

my dad is backkkk!!!

weeeehooo~
I LOVE MY DADDY!!!

haha-

has respond.

i got a place for diploma in pastry&baking.

dey wil issue another letter in august/september to get me ready for e school by den.

hav to take food hygiene exam & some injection.

i cnt wait for school!!!

shalalala~

ohhhh ya.

sumone ask me 'why are ppl being kpo??'

haha-

tht was a strange question for him to ask me tht laaa.

but i replied.

'gee- how would i noe?? strange question laaa. ermmm..maybe we want to know wad happened in our surrondings & being concern for it? but ppl thought our intentions are bad so dey call us kpo?? haha. does tht explains it??'

it was my honey muffin who ask tht laaa.

-AHMAD OH AHMAD-

haha

i'm gonna die if zam reads this.

i missed my sweeterlikeachocfilledcupcake...

RILLA, SHAZ & NIS.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i told anis abt wad happened and she was sarcastic & didnt reallie believe me.

i thought by talking & telling anisa my problems wif lina wil let her understand wad's been going on..

but it looks like..its not been appreciated.

she was sarcastic & didnt believe to wad i said.

*gosh-

its depressing.

instead, i being scolded & got a slam on e fone from her.

am i being too sensitive or is it just not fated between the 3 of us??

i'm still stuck here.

nowhere to go.

no one to speak to.

maybe there is, but dey are just trying to be here for me.

but actually, i'm just a nuisance to dem.

i noe lina has been reading my blog.

she cried over to abg mamat for comfort.

telling him abt my blog.

abt wat i wrote to her at my blog.

BEB, LOOK!! IF YOU DUN LIKE WAT YOU SEE, GET THE FUCKING OUT OF HERE,BITCH.

you dun deserve any pity.

you just need attention from ppl.

and..she is werking at canadian back.

gee-

when wil kakya learn her lessons, i wonder.

i read nis blog.

she said she had too much going out wif girls.

erm.. i wonder wad she meant by tht.

and...rather not exchange hugs for saying goodbye??

why didnt you tell me if you dun like those things??

*sigh-

thank you shaz.

for coming to sarpinos.

i love you.

thks fer all e love&hugs.

there's nth more to say.

i'm just not going to talk things out with lina if she's not gonna do it first.

tht's it.

call me a 'stuck-up' if you wan.

coz nth else matters to me now.

and wat anisa say or did to me just now was a really shocking.

i'm dumbfounded.

Friday, March 17, 2006

i was scrolling down my photobucket wen i realised tht MOST of my pictures are taken wif lina.

mixture of emotions rush into me.

i'm stuck here,

clueless on wat i was thinking.

do i miss her??

or do i not??

coz after wad had happened,

i'm afraid to have BESTFRENS.

i tynk shaz&nis wil tynk i'm such a bore.

such an inconsiderate brat.

such a naggy old woman.

liked nis said, 'god- you're getting old, woman.'

i dun wanna lose frens like shaz&nis.

seriously speaking.

coz dey are reallie ther fer me wen i need dem most.

'dere are many frens to laugh with. but.. dere are none wen you wan to cry with.'

i had to agree with aidil.

i wil go insane if i wnt hav any mate at sarpinos.

i mean.. i reallie need sumone whom i cn always talk/laugh/be crazy with.

ahamd, aidil zamri??

and e rest??

well, i cnt possibly depend on them always.

dey like to lepak & rasta(smoking) outside.

i spent my $45.50 today after getting a salary of $445.50.

now, i'm left with... pathetic 400 bucks.

bitch.

i'm in lurveee with beef fried rice at THE HAWKERANT.

next to my shop only laaa.

and btw, anyone free to watch movie with me??

i'm bored.

i hav no off day this weeek.

i'm misssing daddy badly.

come back sooon,bak.

seeing zamri soooo happie has brighten my day.

haha-

wat i meant was.. dey went out together.

and it went on smoothly.

tht means.. ITS A SUCCESS!!

and thts all i wanna hear.

thts all i wanna see.

as long as dey are happie, i'm happie too.

*smiles-

i am still planning on how to manage with my salary properly.

i cnt seem to keep savingss laaa.

and i'm sick of spending ALL my hard-earned money.

it's all wasted,boy.

lets see... ermmm..

$150 - bills.

$20 - basic theory

$100 - savings

$70 - food cost fer 2 weeks

thts all i cn think of now.

not going shoping coz i wanna save loads den go shopping in one go.

nevertheless, i dont tynk i cn keep up with e plan.

coz.. i reallie cnt.

haha-

weelll, shall off to bed now.

i'm soooo sick.

make sure i'm not slping with fan on.

it kills me.

haha.

nitey nite*

cheezy breadsticks dreamz-

(tht was ahmad's gdnite wish fer me laaa. haha- so wat if it sounds sooo cheezy??!!)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

zamri & zawani is a purrfect match.
its a match from heaven.
hahha.
i noe it sounds soooo mushy & sickening but ITS E FACT!!
haha-

actually i had conference with dey both laaa.
dey are sucking up my blood and all so...
to annoy dem, i wrote tht on my blog.

*grins

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

ahamd, i love you!!!

AHMAD

stole my breath away-

*smiles widely

Monday, March 13, 2006

broke down

i've been thinking & worrying abt stuff tht are nt suppose to be thinking & worrying abt.
toooo much thinking & worrying make ppl worry abt me. myself.
i've been such an asshole.
i bring sadness to ppl whom i noe.
i sucked.

aidil is soooo sweet.
zamri tooo.
but... i tynk its betta to just leave me alone at times.
esp when i need time to be alone.
neeed some soul-searching.
need ahmad most importantly.

i must be kidding if i say i dun have feelings for him.
i must be kidding too if i say i liked him.
so, which one is it??
it doesnt matter anymore.
coz i WILL forget abt him.
and..i really will.

shaz hasnt been calling me.
she wasnt ther when i reallie need her just now.
coz.. she was werking.
and i understand.

but.. thks to NIS, she always make my day.
errr.. sometymes she's sickening!!
hhaha.
kidding ahh beb.
she&mary ann came to my werk to pick me up.
isnt tht sweeeet??
haha..
nis even bought me a sunflower!!
weeee-
thks beb.
i love you.

btw, do you noe tht my shop turns to a club aft 10.30pm??
haha.
yepp.
only when i'm around laaa.
sadly, no disco lights.
so, WE (me,,nis&mary ann) clubb at my shop.
we off all e lights & dance fer like 1/2hr.
haha.
its hilarious.
damn hilarious.
they made my day :)

-listening to LIFEHOUSE ease all my pains-

thks everyone.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

to shazana. abt fala n shaz fighting.

look, i just dun get wats wrong wif us.
if you did or did not say abt us behind our backs, its up to you.
coz neither do we.
we have our own business.
and so do you.
i do not have e intentions to pick point u or ur crew so, wads e matter??
and, I DID NOT EVEN SAID THT WE ARE GOOD PEOPLE.
coz we are not.
same for you guys.
wateva is done, is done.
i'm just confused wif ppl who just cnt mind their business.
and DONT TERASE,okay!!
if you do, den thts ur prob.

misunderstandings are just sooo shitty,
e ppl who read ur blog, just dun get wat u mean.
but they are trying to understand whereas they dont.
look.
i'm not gonna read your blog ever again so dont look at mine too.
if you dun like wat you see, den by all means, puh-lease leave.
before anymore misunderstands gonna occur, i suggest we prevent frm having it.

and one more thing, i'm not trying to be a soldier.
coz i'm her fren & she feels like telling me.
i knew frm the start tht ppl or u guys will think tht i'm yaya-payaya or wanna act smart or wadeva shit la.
if your in my shoes, u'll understand.
yes.
lets be civilised.
coz neither do i wanna get involve in it.
its between them.
not us.

and for ur info, i do not hate you guys soooo much.
its has never happen.
"hate" is such a wrong word to use.
misunderstandings probably??

and yepp.
be matured is e rite word.
i am being matured and thts why i dont wnna get involved in it.
are you being one??

i'm not angry or fucked-up at ur post.
i'm just confused & puzzled.
we both are going separate ways & we are happy abt it.
lets not brag abt this shit.
wats over, is over.
i love my gang & u love urs.
so, y fight??

ZAWANI!!!
i wil call you sooon!!
zamri&ahmad taking e same off as us!!
bastard sia you.
never tell me tht they have plans fer us.
shit.
i'm gonna die.
haha.
but.... we wil be riding on their bikes!!
yahooo!!
i love you begum.
*muahhhhh

WE LOVE scrambler & honda vtec!!

btw, do you noe tht both of dem has car license??

so dat means...HURRAY!!

once my dad going las vegas, i'll ask fer his keys and LETS PARTY!!

haha.

wild imagination.

seee you sooon, love.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

lina merosakkan rumahtangga kakya&abt mat

ohgod-
puh-lease make me understand this misunderstandings.
or was it purposely??
you did it delibrately but you dont wanna admit it??
bitch. fuck.
bloody cheap woman.
you make me lose my bloody face.
fucking slut. cheap whore.

you make me be your bestfren & trusted you.
but.. you make me like a bloody idiot.
if you tynk this is your happiness, lets split.
coz you're tooo much.
YOU HAVE REACHED THE EXTENT,fuck.

this year is soooo sad.
'bestfren backstabbing&bastarding bestfren'.
do you take me as bestfren in the first place??
gosh-you drop my water face,bitch.
YOU'RE FUCKING TOOO MUCH!!!

why am i being aggressive & using vulgar words in my blog??
becoz i get paranoid & shocked aft sumone told me abt my bestfren's behaviour behind my back.
yepp.true.
look, if you're sumone's bestfren, would you keep sumthing frm her as long as you can??
as in.. a major secret.
you said we were bestest fren laaa tht laa this laaa.
but you bloody two-faced woman!!
up to now, at this moment, i still cnt believe wat i have heard frm ppl ard me.

i trusted you.
my family trusted you.
we all loved you.
i asked my family to let you work at my family business.
you were given enuff food&drinks ther.
good pay&salary.
safe&secure environment.
good transportation.
had fun&enjoyed working there.

BUT!!!
you blooody destroy everything!!
every single thing!!
YOU TAKE AS AN ADVANTAGE!!
who the fuck do you think you are??
TAK HARUS!!
you stole my cousin's husband??!!
wats your motive,bitch??
fucking fat big liar!!

yes.
SHE DESTROY MY COUSIN'S MARRIAGE.
isnt tht wonderful, ppl??
marriage??!!
you got to be kidding me.
he's 31 & ur only 18.
see yourself in the mirror laaa.
isnt ther anyone else you wanna steal??
y must it be my family's??
make me lose my face.
gee-
you've proven your true colours now,beb.
thks 4 everything.

you've teached me not to trust anyone in my life ever again!!
and... I BETTA BE CAREFUL IF I WERE TO FALL FOR SUMONE.
coz... i wnt noe who would steal my bf sooon.

GET LOST & BE A MINAH IN ITE SOOON,KAYS.
it suit u ther.
u said u dun wanna be spoilt like them but before you went in, you're turning like them.
who e fuck are you trying to kid??
get a life laaa bitch.
i had fucking enuff of you.
GET A LIFE!!
i'm embarrassed to tell ppl tht you're actually my USED-TO-BE-BESTFREN.
you have broke e bond in us.
you make US hate you.
it's all YOUR FAULT.
thks to you, my family is in a bad crisis.
my family has a major problem to solve.
thks to you, i dont have e freedom to chose my frens frm now on..
thks to you, YOU HAVE DESTROYED EVERYONE'S LIFE IN UR HANDS.

you have made her suffer.
she's suffering alone & you're enjoying.
haha.
you ARE A HEARTLESS CREATURE!!
ther's animal in you laaa.
tak boleh dinafikan lagi.
lets pray, your time wil come.
so, you can feeel e pain inside you.
god is very fair.
your time wil come.
it must come.
AMIN.

shaz, i need to see you sooon love.

and nis too.

Friday, March 10, 2006

fala's bitching abt shaz

okay.
let me get this straight fer SOME INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE.
i dun farking care abt ur life so dun keep saying tht i DID INTEFERE in ur life OKAY!!
its between you & her.
she did not make me get into e misunderstandings OR ask me to back-up fer her.
so, stop being a bitch & fooling around.
gosh-
bloody hypocrites.

u're contridicting yourself is all i can say.
first you said this, later you said tht.
puh-lease-
stop all e drama & get it straight bitch!!
crying wont make you feel much more betta or even solve your problems.
you said my frens wrote on their blog has offended you&your gang??
and.. you&your gang close one eye??
HELLO!! den.. wats a BLOG fer??
if you tynk WE has offended you, den dun read our blogs.
liked WE said, your contridicting e whole story love.

WE may not accept ourselves but have respect fer each other.
just like how we respect you.
no one has any fucking idea wat she wrote on her blog so, dun keep blaming her.
this rumors&gossips has gone to far.
one-on-one or forget it.
coz she's definitely not bringing us into this like wat you're gonna do by bringing your crew to SETTLE this shit with her.
its a shocking dear.
it may be a misunderstandings if we hear from one person.
but... noooo!!
its coming frm different kinds of ppl with e same story.
you need a make a big explanation to her.
tell her how come & why you did this.
ruining your life??
heh-
thts soooo wrong.

if you did not do it, den.. by all means, you dun have to cry over it or feel shitty.
coz.. you're totally not in e wrong.
but if you are, den... you got loads to do babe.
we love you fer who you are.
but.. not for all these.
be a matured person.
solve everything in a well- mannered.
and everythings gonna be alrite.

...and hey!!
if you dun like wat i writing it here, puh-leave LEAVE.
get lost.
my blog, my rules.
*mother fucker.
and.. dun be a messenger by telling all your crew abt wat WE WROTE AT OUR BLOG.
coz..thts wat we called.."IMMATURED!!"
goodbye.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

january intake

i tynk i'm gonna faint!!

or die soooon!!

FARK LAAA!!

i only can start my school in JANUARY 2007!!

what the FARK!!!

i tynk i'm gonna die laaa.

nis, thks fer all.

i noe i can only count on you.

i love you babe.

and ... i really meant it.

CHAN NURUL NISA BTE MOHD FAUZI CHAN IS MY TRUE FREN!!

our bond is always strong!!

I LOVE HER MUCH!!

hafiz!! (nis's frenster fren)

it is soooo unfair laaa.

sheeeeeeeesh-

i'm gonna be like you.

haha.

no school for more than a year sia.

bloody hell.

anyways, u're soooo kuku laa.

had fun just now.

thks =)

soooo, i shall werk at dad's shop till i start schooling.

and.. be mom's punching bag & lend her my ear for her nagging & all.

gosh-

i hate this.

but!!! .. i get to see ahmad often!!

haha..

and aidil. zamri.

weeeeehoooo-

i cnt wait to run around & hop everywhere!!

i just wanna lose weight!!

thts all.

shaz, i'm pissed by you!!

but...hey!!!

i'm cooool.

its just misunderstandings & all.

i love you too babe!!!

*muahhhh

feez love nis&shaz

Monday, March 06, 2006

sick

I AM SICK.
fucking sick.
fucking flu.
so, dun expect me to write more.

tmr wil be a very busy day fer me.
have to go to school & get a testimonial frm mr.fong den head to bukit batok to apply fer shatec & i dunno where e hell is it.
gee-

see you ALL soon.

*lovelove

Sunday, March 05, 2006

sarpinos crew

firstly,

HAPPIE BURFDAY SAVRINA!!

i love you, love!!

if you find this unnecessary or offended, den puh-lease leave.
coz i am pointing out my views&thoughts.

is it soooo easy fer a guy to lose a gurls's virginity??
tell me.
coz i have met most of dem.
and i felt uneasy & pressured.
i felt insecure wif dem.
coz ..wad if it reallie happen to myself one day??

sorry to say this but if you're one of dem, den you're a farking asshole!
you get gurls lost thier virginity while you dont.
and you wil keep doing to others as well.
hopefully, you'll get married with e one who has lost hers to another man.
*glad

i despised guys who take gurls fer wanted.
use them as an advantage& dumped her & just left.
sheeeeeesh-
tht is sooo terribly wrong!!
totally wrong.

why am i talking abt this issue??
coz i've talked to some guys who is exactly as above.
gee-
cn you imagine tht??
my mind is distracted immediately aft they told me who they really are.
gosh-
you guys hav made the greatest mistakes ever man!!
i turned dumbfounded.
coz..there' s totally nothing else fer me to say.

HE told me wat he wasnt suppose to say.
haha.
tht stupid line again.
so guys, if you have done which you are not suppose to be doing, plz dont tell me.
and.. stop it.
god let us stay& live in this world for a reason.
not to fool ard.
i have learnt my lesson.
have you??

but wadeva it is, its none of ur business, feeza!!

haha.

so tell me.. wher cn i find a suci man??

haha..

i mean a sweet, kind-hearted, loving & one-in-million guy??

haha..

btw..

I AM A VIRGIN, okay!!

and i'm proud of it.

*gee-

i noe thts lame.

and.. yay!!

i wil be meeting nigel & zawani tmr!!

Friday, March 03, 2006

shatec

hav you ever wonder wats e fucking wrong wif me??
gee-
coz im confused!!
im fucking confused fer e past few days.
or should i say fer e past few months.
O LEVELS or SHATEC or ITE??!!
get it, assholes??!!

but wateva my fucking problem is, IT SOLVED.
full-stop.
dun ask me anything abt it anymore.
stop being pain in e ass,fuckers.

so, went to talked to dad few minutes ago and he said," are you interested?? if yes, go & apply."
only after i did alot of talkings.
sheeeeeesh-

ite has response & i did got in retail course.
but, ~~GOODBYE ITE.~~
WELCOME SHATEC.
i have to pray to GOD and make my wish came true.
finaaly, i starting to understand e meaning of ..."LIFE".

nis, shaz, lina... I MISS YOU THREE LADIESSS MAN!!
haha.
btw, anyone of you free to go blading wif me tmr morning??
coz... shaz hav a sleepover.
nis probably not free.
lina is werking.
anyone else??

i will take diploma in pastry & baking at shatec.
lets just pray i'' get in & be able to cope with it laaa.
*smiles
and my butt wil hurt fer 2 yrs.
y?? coz it at bukit batok & my house is at marine parade.
frm east to e west.
wow!!
its an interesting ride!!
heh-

nigel: eeh you ahhh pantat gatal tau.
just repeat laa.
but... make sure you will do well this time!!
if not, go & jump off e building,kays.
*laugh

and.. i noe you could do well this tyme.

have faith in urself & tynk of ur parents.

dey wan you to have a bright future.

same fer me too.

and... i make sure i study smart this tyme!!
i'm not gonna waste my bloody parents money fer my stupid education if i aint gonna study well.
OH GOD. I NEED YOUR HELP.
GIVE ME FAITH&STRENGTH TO CARRY ON WITH LIFE!!
AMIN.

btw, nis&me find ITE scary.

e gurls either stare at you or dey just delibrately shouting at their phones.

sorry to say this, but i hate ite.

esp wen i get easily influence by my frens.

and.. i dun wanna be like them.

i dun wanna hav a 'hanyut' characteristic.

i dun wanna hav a destroyed future.

i just... dun wanna go ITE.

puh-lease, YA ALLAH.

and, no more cigarretes fer me with e effect on 3march'06.

thank you.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

e reason why i have not been bloggin is becoz.... MY DAD FORGETS TO PAY E FUCKING BILL!!

isnt tht e lamest reason you've ever heard of??

aiyo-

my heart was filled wif happiness e moment dad ask me to print e application form for SHATEC!!

i mean.. its my dream!

ohhh yes!!

but not confirm yet laa.

but still.. HIGH CHANCES!!

yeah!!

i love blading!!

esp e bad falls i have!!

oouuchh-

my butt hurts laaa.

i have learnt my lesson.

DO NOT MEET YOUR FRENS REGULARLY OR EVERYDAY.

coz it wnt turn out e way you expected it shld be.

anyways, I LOVE MY BESTFRENS.

and you.

went marina & watched BIG MAMA HOUSE 2.

ohhhhh..it rawks!!

seriously, its a laughing machine!!

hahaha..

meeet wif faridah just now.

waited fer her to chill with her aft werk.

she is soooo SKINNY!!

im GREENNN!!

haha.

went to duku rd.

wanted to buy murtabak fer mom

bumped into farhan, ilyasa & danial.

wanted to hav a chat wif dem but at e same time, bumped into ahamd, aidil & hakim.

haha.

its a bumping day!!

yahoooo~

NIGEL!!

WHERE ARE YOU??!!

missed slacking wif shaz & nis & nigel.

*muchlove.

spent e whole day wif lina.

we didnt went out fer a loong tymes so, since we both not werking today, APE LAGI??!!

MERAYAP LAAA.

thks fer e date beb.

i love you.

did i missed anyone??

ohhh.. me&lina paid a visit for rilla

she looooks farking good in her werk clothes.

haha.

i mean...she looks good all e tyme.

*wink