Monday, March 13, 2006
broke down
i've been thinking & worrying abt stuff tht are nt suppose to be thinking & worrying abt.
toooo much thinking & worrying make ppl worry abt me. myself.
i've been such an asshole.
i bring sadness to ppl whom i noe.
i sucked.
aidil is soooo sweet.
zamri tooo.
but... i tynk its betta to just leave me alone at times.
esp when i need time to be alone.
neeed some soul-searching.
need ahmad most importantly.
i must be kidding if i say i dun have feelings for him.
i must be kidding too if i say i liked him.
so, which one is it??
it doesnt matter anymore.
coz i WILL forget abt him.
and..i really will.
shaz hasnt been calling me.
she wasnt ther when i reallie need her just now.
coz.. she was werking.
and i understand.
but.. thks to NIS, she always make my day.
errr.. sometymes she's sickening!!
hhaha.
kidding ahh beb.
she&mary ann came to my werk to pick me up.
isnt tht sweeeet??
haha..
nis even bought me a sunflower!!
weeee-
thks beb.
i love you.
btw, do you noe tht my shop turns to a club aft 10.30pm??
haha.
yepp.
only when i'm around laaa.
sadly, no disco lights.
so, WE (me,,nis&mary ann) clubb at my shop.
we off all e lights & dance fer like 1/2hr.
haha.
its hilarious.
damn hilarious.
they made my day :)
toooo much thinking & worrying make ppl worry abt me. myself.
i've been such an asshole.
i bring sadness to ppl whom i noe.
i sucked.
aidil is soooo sweet.
zamri tooo.
but... i tynk its betta to just leave me alone at times.
esp when i need time to be alone.
neeed some soul-searching.
need ahmad most importantly.
i must be kidding if i say i dun have feelings for him.
i must be kidding too if i say i liked him.
so, which one is it??
it doesnt matter anymore.
coz i WILL forget abt him.
and..i really will.
shaz hasnt been calling me.
she wasnt ther when i reallie need her just now.
coz.. she was werking.
and i understand.
but.. thks to NIS, she always make my day.
errr.. sometymes she's sickening!!
hhaha.
kidding ahh beb.
she&mary ann came to my werk to pick me up.
isnt tht sweeeet??
haha..
nis even bought me a sunflower!!
weeee-
thks beb.
i love you.
btw, do you noe tht my shop turns to a club aft 10.30pm??
haha.
yepp.
only when i'm around laaa.
sadly, no disco lights.
so, WE (me,,nis&mary ann) clubb at my shop.
we off all e lights & dance fer like 1/2hr.
haha.
its hilarious.
damn hilarious.
they made my day :)
-listening to LIFEHOUSE ease all my pains-
thks everyone.