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Friday, March 03, 2006
shatec
hav you ever wonder wats e fucking wrong wif me??
gee-
coz im confused!!
im fucking confused fer e past few days.
or should i say fer e past few months.
O LEVELS or SHATEC or ITE??!!
get it, assholes??!!


but wateva my fucking problem is, IT SOLVED.
full-stop.
dun ask me anything abt it anymore.
stop being pain in e ass,fuckers.


so, went to talked to dad few minutes ago and he said," are you interested?? if yes, go & apply."
only after i did alot of talkings.
sheeeeeesh-


ite has response & i did got in retail course.
but, GOODBYE ITE.
WELCOME SHATEC.
i have to pray to GOD and make my wish came true.
finaaly, i starting to understand e meaning of ..."LIFE".


nis, shaz, lina... I MISS YOU THREE LADIESSS MAN!!
haha.
btw, anyone of you free to go blading wif me tmr morning??
coz... shaz hav a sleepover.
nis probably not free.
lina is werking.
anyone else??


i will take diploma in pastry & baking at shatec.
lets just pray i'' get in & be able to cope with it laaa.
*smiles
and my butt wil hurt fer 2 yrs.
y?? coz it at bukit batok & my house is at marine parade.
frm east to e west.
wow!!
its an interesting ride!!
heh-

nigel: eeh you ahhh pantat gatal tau.
just repeat laa.
but... make sure you will do well this time!!
if not, go & jump off e building,kays.
*laugh
and.. i noe you could do well this tyme.
have faith in urself & tynk of ur parents.
dey wan you to have a bright future.
same fer me too.


and... i make sure i study smart this tyme!!
i'm not gonna waste my bloody parents money fer my stupid education if i aint gonna study well.
OH GOD. I NEED YOUR HELP.
GIVE ME FAITH&STRENGTH TO CARRY ON WITH LIFE!!
AMIN.




btw, nis&me find ITE scary.
e gurls either stare at you or dey just delibrately shouting at their phones.
sorry to say this, but i hate ite.
esp wen i get easily influence by my frens.
and.. i dun wanna be like them.
i dun wanna hav a 'hanyut' characteristic.
i dun wanna hav a destroyed future.
i just... dun wanna go ITE.
puh-lease, YA ALLAH.
and, no more cigarretes fer me with e effect on 3march'06.
thank you.