play my favourite song.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

crash calls.

selamat hari raya aidiladha kepade semua umat islam.

ohhhgosh-

you should NOT drop by just now.

now, it's making me thinking of you.

your last kiss.

our last conversations.

GOD!

it went blank in my head.

BLANK.

the truth is that...

i cant stop thinking about you.

i'm trying too.

thank god i didnt show my emotions on how excited i was or smth.

*pheeeew-

i love you, ab.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

linger.

okay.
here it goes-
i told ALOT of ppl i'm afraid of meeting new frens.
that is totally not me.
i always welcome ppl in my life with open arms.
but looks like i'm not gonna be that 'feeza' i used to be.
sob..sob..
whateva it is, i'll try to..
and erase the bitter bitter memories i had last time.
those unappreciative people.
those childish acts and stupidity attitude of theirs.
i'll try and smile widely with my fat cheeks to show them i'm sincere to meet and be frens with them.
i'll make sure.. those bitter memories wont repeat.
AMIN.

yay!!
orientation will be on 5th jan'07.
GOODBYE 2006.
HELLO 2007.

hell yeah to my outing with dem just now.
gosh-
how i love my besties :)
they've made my day always <3>

sweetx ninijambs_lili

happpy 24th burfay to ahmad badri!!
happpie 17th burfday to sheena bombito :) !!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

loveddd :)

i am bloody fucking irritated with your childish and sickening attitude!!

bloody fucking irritated!!

act like an adult, sonofabitch!!!

coz you are one.

this would be my second time writting this in my blog.

take me away.

away.

far from home.

far away.

stop treating me like an animal.

its hurting me.

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything

I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss

You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't to do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes and see you looking back

i'm hurt.

do you even cared??

it is sad to leave you guys.

i wont be ther to entertain you guys everyday, every minute, every second..

to be in my hyper & craziest attitude.

to be as loud and talkative as no one ever be..

to be your beloved 'SONIA'.

to the ppl who dont understand what i'm trying to say,

i'm gonna be starting school in less than a month.

two weeks to be accurate.

so, i wont be working every single day like how i used to.

so, its quite sad thou to leave.

but i'm bringing my sweeeet memories along.

thks to fau, i've cleared my sorrows away.

i've been fumming mad and emotionally unstable JUST now.

i'm getting better noww...

to the bed, to the bed.

here i come-

mErRy cHr!stMaS & hApPy nEw yEaR tO aLL!!

happie 30th burfday to kakmuni too!!

(god..she's getting older. how time flies :)

yay!!

lina's back.

anisa, wat are we waiting for??

we got loads of questions to ask you, love..

prepare for battle.

2hot2halal cafe again??

lovedddd :)

Saturday, December 23, 2006

eeeeeee-yaaahhhh

your arrogant attitude makes me sick!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

vivo-ing.

after having the habit of kept repeating paying my shopping supree with my debit visa,

my $$ in e bank will be officially gone soon.

its a pleasure to shop,

its a pain to pay.

ahaha.

1st trip to vivo with ex and kakno was completely FUN.

big shopping mall.

gigantic GV max screen.

power luxurious seats.

everything was PURRFECT.

except for one.

waiting to go with the perfect company.

catched, eragon.

one part bravery, three parts fool.

gosh-

that was an awesome movie.

eragon-oh-eragon!!

hahaha. hilarious~

talking to you makes me feel soooo secure.

loving you makes my heart goes 'dooo-diii-daaaa-duuu'.

can we do it again everyday??

soups, breads and plain water,

here i come.

i'm gonna be broke to death sooooon!!

Monday, December 18, 2006

days of my lives.

life's been quite pressurising.
been hurt for almost everyday.
today was far worst.
baru jer dtg keje, dah kene spelling.
tak boleh angkat sak dOKkk.
boleh meninggal.
and yes, half of it was the cause by you.

fu*k to all your words.
fu*k to all your promises.
fu*k to all your love.
~~fuCk to you.~~
thks to you, i've wouldnt suffer from water retension.
coz all the water that i have beeen drinking came out from my eyes effing much.
haha.
that was kinda hilarious.
anyways, if you're trying to play a game for me.
coool.
i'll join in the fun too.
coz if i cant beat you, i shall join you :)
sonofabitch-

i need a hug.
urgently.

06/11/2006,celebrating lini's bdae @ Marina;movie marathon :)